Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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The house by the graveyard seemed dismal now, no doubt, to little Elsie,
who, being of a cheerful nature herself, (common natures often having
this delusion about a home,) had grown up with the idea that it was the
most delightful spot in the world; the place fullest of pleasant play,
and of household love (because her own love welled over out of her
heart, like a spring in a barrel); the place where everybody was kind
and good, the world beyond its threshold appearing perhaps strange and
sombre; the spot where it was pleasantest to be, for its own mere sake;
the dim old, homely place, so warm and cosey in winter, so cool in
summer. Who else was fortunate enough to have such a home,--with that
nice, kind, beautiful Ned, and that dear, kind, gentle, old Doctor Grim,
with his sweet ways, so wise, so upright, so good, beyond all other men?
O, happy girl that she was, to have grown up in such a home! Was there
ever any other house with such cosey nooks in it? Such probably were the
feelings of good little Elsie about this place, which has seemed to
us so dismal; for the home feeling in the child’s heart, her warm,
cheerful, affectionate nature, was a magic, so far as she herself was
concerned, and made all the house and its inmates over after her own
fashion. But now that little Ned was gone, there came a change. She
moped about the house, and, for the first time, suspected it was dismal.
As for the grim Doctor, there did not appear to be much alteration in
that hard old character; perhaps he drank a little more, though that was
doubtful, because it is difficult to see where he could find niches
to stick in more frequent drinks. Nor did he more frequently breathe
through the pipe. He fell into desuetude, however, of his daily walk,
[Endnote: 1] and sent Elsie to play by herself in the graveyard (a
dreary business enough for the poor child) instead of taking her
to country or seaside himself. He was more savage and blasphemous,
sometimes, than he had been heretofore known to be; but, on the other
hand, he was sometimes softer, with a kind of weary consenting to
circumstances, intervals of helpless resignation, when he no longer
fought and struggled in his heart. He did not seem to be alive all the
time; but, on the other hand, he was sometimes a good deal too much
alive, and could not bear his potations as well as he used to do, and
was overheard blaspheming at himself for being so weakly, and having a
brain that could not bear a thimbleful, and growing to be a milksop
like Colcord, as he said. This person, of whom the Doctor and his young
people had had such a brief experience, appeared nevertheless to hang
upon his remembrance in a singular way,--the more singular as there was
little resemblance between them, or apparent possibility of sympathy.
Little Elsie was startled to hear Doctor Grim sometimes call out,
“Colcord! Colcord!” as if he were summoning a spirit from some secret
place.
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