Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grim knew, very probably, that there was all this on the womanly
side that was wanting to Ned’s occasion; and very probably, too, being a
man not without insight, he was aware that tender treatment, as a
mother bestows it, tends likewise to foster strength, and manliness of
character, as well as softer developments; but all this he could not
have supplied, and now as little as ever. But there was something else
which Ned ought to have, and might have; and this was intercourse with
his kind, free circulation, free air, instead of the stived-up house,
with the breeze from the graveyard blowing over it,--to be drawn out of
himself, and made to share the life of many, to be introduced, at one
remove, to the world with which he was to contend. To this end, shortly
after the scene of passion and reconciliation above described, the
Doctor took the resolution of sending Ned to an academy, famous in that
day, and still extant. Accordingly they all three--the grim Doctor, Ned,
and Elsie--set forth, one day of spring, leaving the house to crusty
Hannah and the great spider, in a carryall, being the only excursion
involving a night’s absence that either of the two children remembered
from the house by the graveyard, as at nightfall they saw the modest
pine-built edifice, with its cupola and bell, where Ned was to be
initiated into the schoolboy. The Doctor, remembering perhaps days spent
in some gray, stately, legendary great school of England, instinct with
the boyhood of men afterwards great, puffed forth a depreciating curse
upon it; but nevertheless made all arrangements for Ned’s behoof, and
next morning prepared to leave him there.
“Ned, my son, good by,” cried he, shaking the little fellow’s hand as he
stood tearful and wistful beside the chaise shivering at the loneliness
which he felt settling around him,--a new loneliness to him,--the
loneliness of a crowd. “Do not be cast down, my boy. Face the world;
grasp the thistle strongly, and it will sting you the less. Have faith
in your own fist! Fear no man! Have no secret plot! Never do what you
think wrong! If hereafter you learn to know that Doctor Grim was a
bad man, forgive him, and be a better one yourself. Good by, and if
my blessing be good for anything, in God’s name, I invoke it upon you
heartily.”
Little Elsie was sobbing, and flung her arms about Ned’s neck, and he
his about hers; so that they parted without a word. As they drove away,
a singular sort of presentiment came over the boy, as he stood looking
after them.
“It is all over,--all over,” said he to himself: “Doctor Grim and
little Elsie are gone out of my life. They leave me and will never come
back,--not they to me, not I to them. O, how cold the world is! Would we
three--the Doctor, and Elsie, and I--could have lain down in a row, in
the old graveyard, close under the eaves of the house, and let the grass
grow over us. The world is cold; and I am an alms-house child.”
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