Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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To say the truth, the traveller perhaps wilfully kept hold of this
strange illusiveness, and kept his thoughts from too harshly analyzing
his situation, and solving the riddle in which he found himself
involved. In his present weakness, his mind sympathizing with the
sinking down of his physical powers, it was delightful to let all go;
to relinquish all control, and let himself drift vaguely into whatever
region of improbabilities there exists apart from the dull, common plane
of life. Weak, stricken down, given over to influences which had taken
possession of him during an interval of insensibility, he was no longer
responsible; let these delusions, if they were such, linger as long as
they would, and depart of their own accord at last. He, meanwhile, would
willingly accept the idea that some spell had transported him out of an
epoch in which he had led a brief, troubled existence of battle, mental
strife, success, failure, all equally feverish and unsatisfactory, into
some past century, where the business was to rest,--to drag on dreamy
days, looking at things through half-shut eyes; into a limbo where
things were put away, shows of what had once been, now somehow fainted,
and still maintaining a sort of half-existence, a serious mockery; a
state likely enough to exist just a little apart from the actual world,
if we only know how to find our way into it. Scenes and events that had
once stained themselves, in deep colors, on the curtain that Time hangs
around us, to shut us in from eternity, cannot be quite effaced by the
succeeding phantasmagoria, and sometimes, by a palimpsest, show more
strongly than they. [Endnote: 3.]
In the course of the morning, however, he was a little too feelingly
made sensible of realities by the visit of a surgeon, who proceeded
to examine the wound in his shoulder, removing the bandages which he
himself seemed to have put upon this mysterious hurt. The traveller
closed his eyes, and submitted to the manipulations of the professional
person, painful as they were, assisted by the gentle touch of the old
palmer; and there was something in the way in which he resigned himself
that met the approbation of the surgeon, in spite of a little fever, and
slight delirium too, to judge by his eye.
“A very quiet and well-behaved patient,” said he to the palmer. “Unless
I greatly mistake, he has been under the surgeon’s hand for a similar
hurt ere now. He has learned under good discipline how to take such a
thing easily. Yes, yes; just here is a mark where a bullet went in some
time ago,--three or four years since, when he could have been little
more than a boy. A wild fellow this, I doubt.”
“It was an Indian bullet,” said the patient, still fancying himself gone
astray into the past, “shot at me in battle; ‘twas three hundred years
hereafter.”
“Ah! he has served in the East Indies,” said the surgeon. “I thought
this sun-burned cheek had taken its hue elsewhere than in England.”
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