Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a RomanceHawthorne, Nathaniel
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Doctor Grimshawe's Secret — a Romance
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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The patient did not care to take the trouble which would have been
involved in correcting the surgeon’s surmise; so he let it pass, and
patiently awaited the end of the examination, with only a moan or
two, which seemed rather pleasing and desirable than otherwise to the
surgeon’s ear.
“He has vitality enough for his needs,” said he, nodding to the palmer.
“These groans betoken a good degree of pain; though the young fellow is
evidently a self-contained sort of nature, and does not let us know
all he feels. It promises well, however; keep him in bed and quiet, and
within a day or two we shall see.”
He wrote a recipe, or two or three, perhaps, (for in those days the
medical fraternity had faith in their own art,) and took his leave.
The white-bearded palmer withdrew into the half concealment of the
oratory which we have already mentioned, and then, putting on a pair of
spectacles, betook himself to the perusal of an old folio volume, the
leaves of which he turned over so gently that not the slightest sound
could possibly disturb the patient. All his manifestations were gentle
and soft, but of a simplicity most unlike the feline softness which we
are apt to associate with a noiseless tread and movement in the male
sex. The sunshine came through the ivy and glimmered upon his great
book, however, with an effect which a little disturbed the patient’s
nerves; besides, he desired to have a fuller view of his benign
guardian.
“Will you sit nearer the bedside?” said he. “I wish to look at you.”
Weakness, the relaxation of nerves, and the state of dependence on
another’s care--very long unfelt--had made him betray what we must call
childishness; and it was perceptible in the low half-complaining tone in
which he spoke, indicating a consciousness of kindness in the other, a
little plaintiveness in himself; of which, the next instant, weak
and wandering as he was, he was ashamed, and essayed to express it.
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“You must deem me very poor-spirited,” said he, “not to bear this
trifling hurt with a firmer mind. But perhaps it is not entirely that I
am so weak, but I feel you to be so benign.”
“Be weak, and be the stronger for it,” said the old man, with a grave
smile. “It is not in the pride of our strength that we are best or
wisest. To be made anew, we even must be again a little child, and
consent to be enwrapt quietly in the arms of Providence, as a child in
its mother’s arms.”
“I never knew a mother’s care,” replied the traveller, in a low,
regretful tone, being weak to the incoming of all soft feelings, in his
present state. “Since my boyhood, I have lived among men,--a life of
struggle and hard rivalry. It is good to find myself here in the long
past, and in a sheltered harbor.”
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