American fiction -- 19th century; Detective and mystery stories
Surprised out of his usual bearing of profound respect, Clarke sprang to
his feet.
“Do you mean,” he asked, “that your money is gone; that you are dying a
bankrupt?”
The old man—for Frederick Unwin was twenty years older than his
wife—grew so pale that his son became seriously alarmed.
“You are sick—fainting,” he cried; “let me call someone.” But a glance
from his father’s commanding eye held him where he stood.
“No, no; it is from shame, Clarke, possibly from grief. You have been on
the whole a good boy, and I have taken pride in you. To leave you with
your hopes dashed, and the care of a mother on your hands, is a
humiliation I never expected. I—I have lost all, Clarke, and am,
besides, in debt. I have not five hundred dollars to give you, let alone
five thousand. You will have to take up with some lesser position, some
clerkship with a salary, reserving to yourself the right to curse a
father who was so shortsighted as to invest his whole fortune in a mine
that petered out before the machinery was paid for.”
Clarke, to whom the prospect thus opened meant the demolition of more
than one dream, sat dazed for a moment in a state of despair, not
noticing that his arm had struck the bell on the small table beside
which he was sitting, making it ring out in one clear, low note.
“There is even a mortgage on this house,” the wretched father went on.
“I thought the amount so raised might bridge me over my present
difficulties, but it is gone like the rest, and now it only remains for
me to be gone, too, for you to understand into what a position I have
put you by my folly and ignorance.”
“Father I would not let any one else speak of you so in my hearing. You
meant to better your position, and if you made mistakes, we—that is, my
mother and myself, must try and retrieve them.”
“But your chances with Stevens and Wright? Your excellent plan for—” The
son suppressed the sigh that rose to his lips and resolutely lifted his
head.
“That dream is over,” he said. “I shall think no more of my own
advancement, but only of supporting my mother by any humble means that
offers.”
“You have not confidence enough in your schemes to borrow the money you
want?”
“I will never borrow.”
The old man, weakened by illness and shaken by the break he had just
made in an almost life-long reserve, uttered a deep sigh. Clarke, whose
thoughts were with Polly as much as they were with his surrendered
hopes, re-echoed this sound of despair before saying:
“I have always cherished a certain sort of pride, too. I could not feel
free under a burden of debt incurred for something whose value is yet to
be tested. I cannot be beholden to any one for a start which is as
likely to lead to failure as to success.”
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