France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Long periods of prostration followed. January was very cold. But the
sky remained wonderfully clear, a brilliant sun shone in the limpid
blue; and at La Souleiade, the windows of the study facing south formed
a sort of hothouse, preserving there a delightfully mild temperature.
They did not even light a fire, for the room was always filled with a
flood of sunshine, in which the flies that had survived the winter flew
about lazily. The only sound to be heard was the buzzing of their
wings. It was a close and drowsy warmth, like a breath of spring that
had lingered in the old house baked by the heat of summer.
Pascal, still gloomy, dragged through the days there, and it was there,
too, that he overheard one day the closing words of a conversation
which aggravated his suffering. As he never left his room now before
breakfast, Clotilde had received Dr. Ramond this morning in the study,
and they were talking there together in an undertone, sitting beside
each other in the bright sunshine.
It was the third visit which Ramond had made during the last week.
Personal reasons, the necessity, especially, of establishing definitely
his position as a physician at Plassans, made it expedient for him not
to defer his marriage much longer: and he wished to obtain from
Clotilde a decisive answer. On each of his former visits the presence
of a third person had prevented him from speaking. As he desired to
receive her answer from herself directly he had resolved to declare
himself to her in a frank conversation. Their intimate friendship, and
the discretion and good sense of both, justified him in taking this
step. And he ended, smiling, looking into her eyes:
“I assure you, Clotilde, that it is the most reasonable of
_dénouements_. You know that I have loved you for a long time. I have a
profound affection and esteem for you. That alone might perhaps not be
sufficient, but, in addition, we understand each other perfectly, and
we should be very happy together, I am convinced of it.”
She did not cast down her eyes; she, too, looked at him frankly, with a
friendly smile. He was, in truth, very handsome, in his vigorous young
manhood.
“Why do you not marry Mlle. Leveque, the lawyer’s daughter?” she asked.
“She is prettier and richer than I am, and I know that she would gladly
accept you. My dear friend, I fear that you are committing a folly in
choosing me.”
He did not grow impatient, seeming still convinced of the wisdom of his
determination.
“But I do not love Mlle. Leveque, and I do love you. Besides, I have
considered everything, and I repeat that I know very well what I am
about. Say yes; you can take no better course.”
Then she grew very serious, and a shadow passed over her face, the
shadow of those reflections, of those almost unconscious inward
struggles, which kept her silent for days at a time. She did not see
clearly yet, she still struggled against herself, and she wished to
wait.
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