France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Yes, my poor girl, he kills him. And look you, it is a crime, from the
religious point of view, to let one’s self be damned in that way. You
do not love him, on my word of honor! No, you do not love him, you two
who have the happiness of believing, since you do nothing to bring him
back to the right path. Ah! if I were in your place, I would split that
press open with a hatchet. I would make a famous bonfire with all the
insults to the good God which it contains!”
She had planted herself before the immense press and was measuring it
with her fiery glance, as if to take it by assault, to sack it, to
destroy it, in spite of the withered and fragile thinness of her eighty
years. Then, with a gesture of ironical disdain:
“If, even with his science, he could know everything!”
Clotilde remained for a moment absorbed in thought, her gaze lost in
vacancy. Then she said in an undertone, as if speaking to herself:
“It is true, he cannot know everything. There is always something else
below. That is what irritates me; that is what makes us quarrel: for I
cannot, like him, put the mystery aside. I am troubled by it, so much
so that I suffer cruelly. Below, what wills and acts in the shuddering
darkness, all the unknown forces—”
Her voice had gradually become lower and now dropped to an indistinct
murmur.
Then Martine, whose face for a moment past had worn a somber
expression, interrupted in her turn:
“If it was true, however, mademoiselle, that monsieur would be damned
on account of those villainous papers, tell me, ought we to let it
happen? For my part, look you, if he were to tell me to throw myself
down from the terrace, I would shut my eyes and throw myself, because I
know that he is always right. But for his salvation! Oh! if I could, I
would work for that, in spite of him. In every way, yes! I would force
him; it is too cruel to me to think that he will not be in heaven with
us.”
“You are quite right, my girl,” said Félicité approvingly. “You, at
least, love your master in an intelligent fashion.”
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