France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Then Clotilde sat down beside the cradle. The slender sunbeams
lengthened, crossing the room from end to end, the heat of the warm
afternoon grew oppressive in the drowsy obscurity made by the closed
shutters, and the silence of the house seemed more profound than
before. She set apart some little waists, she sewed on some tapes with
slow-moving needle, and gradually she fell into a reverie in the warm
deep peacefulness of the room, in the midst of the glowing heat
outside. Her thoughts first turned to her pastels, the exact copies and
the fantastic dream flowers; she said to herself now that all her dual
nature was to be found in that passion for truth, which had at times
kept her a whole day before a flower in order to copy it with
exactness, and in her need of the spiritual, which at other times took
her outside the real, and carried her in wild dreams to the paradise of
flowers such as had never grown on earth. She had always been thus. She
felt that she was in reality the same to-day as she had been yesterday,
in the midst of the flow of new life which ceaselessly transformed her.
And then she thought of Pascal, full of gratitude that he had made her
what she was. In days past when, a little girl, he had removed her from
her execrable surroundings and taken her home with him, he had
undoubtedly followed the impulses of his good heart, but he had also
undoubtedly desired to try an experiment with her, to see how she would
grow up in the different environment, in an atmosphere of truthfulness
and affection. This had always been an idea of his. It was an old
theory of his which he would have liked to test on a large scale:
culture through environment, complete regeneration even, the
improvement, the salvation of the individual, physically as well as
morally. She owed to him undoubtedly the best part of her nature; she
guessed how fanciful and violent she might have become, while he had
made her only enthusiastic and courageous.
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