France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Yet, even at this very moment she knew that the mystic was not entirely
dead within her. In the midst of the profound silence she heard a
slight noise, and she raised her head. Who was the divine mediator that
had passed? Perhaps the beloved dead for whom she mourned, and whose
presence near her she fancied she could divine. There must always be in
her something of the childlike believer she had always been, curious
about the Unknown, having an instinctive longing for the mysterious.
She accounted to herself for this longing, she even explained it
scientifically. However far science may extend the limits of human
knowledge, there is undoubtedly a point which it cannot pass; and it
was here precisely that Pascal placed the only interest in life—in the
effort which we ceaselessly make to know more—there was only one
reasonable meaning in life, this continual conquest of the unknown.
Therefore, she admitted the existence of undiscovered forces
surrounding the world, an immense and obscure domain, ten times larger
than the domain already won, an infinite and unexplored realm through
which future humanity would endlessly ascend. Here, indeed, was a field
vast enough for the imagination to lose itself in. In her hours of
reverie she satisfied in it the imperious need which man seems to have
for the spiritual, a need of escaping from the visible world, of
interrogating the Unknown, of satisfying in it the dream of absolute
justice and of future happiness. All that remained of her former
torture, her last mystic transports, were there appeased. She satisfied
there that hunger for consoling illusions which suffering humanity must
satisfy in order to live. But in her all was happily balanced. At this
crisis, in an epoch overburdened with science, disquieted at the ruins
it has made, and seized with fright in the face of the new century,
wildly desiring to stop and to return to the past, Clotilde kept the
happy mean; in her the passion for truth was broadened by her eagerness
to penetrate the Unknown. If sectarian scientists shut out the horizon
to keep strictly to the phenomenon, it was permitted to her, a good,
simple creature, to reserve the part that she did not know, that she
would never know. And if Pascal’s creed was the logical deduction from
the whole work, the eternal question of the Beyond, which she still
continued to put to heaven, reopened the door of the infinite to
humanity marching ever onward. Since we must always learn, while
resigning ourselves never to know all, was it not to will action, life
itself, to reserve the Unknown—an eternal doubt and an eternal hope?
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