France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Oh, I no longer know whether I believe or not!” she cried. “There are
days when I believe, and there are other days when I side with you and
with your books. It is you who have disturbed me; it is through you I
suffer. And perhaps all my suffering springs from this, from my revolt
against you whom I love. No, no! tell me nothing; do not tell me that I
shall soon calm down. At this moment that would only irritate me still
more. I know well that you deny the supernatural. The mysterious for
you is only the inexplicable. Even you concede that we shall never know
all; and therefore you consider that the only interest life can have is
the continual conquest over the unknown, the eternal effort to know
more. Ah, I know too much already to believe. You have already
succeeded but too well in shaking my faith, and there are times when it
seems to me that this will kill me.”
He took her hand that lay on the still warm grass, and pressed it hard.
“No, no; it is life that frightens you, little girl. And how right you
are in saying that happiness consists in continual effort. For from
this time forward tranquil ignorance is impossible. There is no halt to
be looked for, no tranquillity in renunciation and wilful blindness. We
must go on, go on in any case with life, which goes on always.
Everything that is proposed, a return to the past, to dead religions,
patched up religions arranged to suit new wants, is a snare. Learn to
know life, then; to love it, live it as it ought to be lived—that is
the only wisdom.”
But she shook off his hand angrily. And her voice trembled with
vexation.
“Life is horrible. How do you wish me to live it tranquil and happy? It
is a terrible light that your science throws upon the world. Your
analysis opens up all the wounds of humanity to display their horror.
You tell everything; you speak too plainly; you leave us nothing but
disgust for people and for things, without any possible consolation.”
He interrupted her with a cry of ardent conviction.
“We tell everything. Ah, yes; in order to know everything and to remedy
everything!”
Her anger rose, and she sat erect.
“If even equality and justice existed in your nature—but you
acknowledge it yourself, life is for the strongest, the weak infallibly
perishes because he is weak—there are no two beings equal, either in
health, in beauty, or intelligence; everything is left to haphazard
meeting, to the chance of selection. And everything falls into ruin,
when grand and sacred justice ceases to exist.”
“It is true,” he said, in an undertone, as if speaking to himself,
“there is no such thing as equality. No society based upon it could
continue to exist. For centuries, men thought to remedy evil by
character. But that idea is being exploded, and now they propose
justice. Is nature just? I think her logical, rather. Logic is perhaps
a natural and higher justice, going straight to the sum of the common
labor, to the grand final labor.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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