France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She drew her hand away abruptly, and sprang backward, like some proud,
untamable animal, rearing; then she rushed quickly through the darkness
toward the house. He heard the patter of her little boots on the stones
of the yard, deadened afterward by the sand of the walk. He, on his
side, already grieved and uneasy, called her back in urgent tones. But
she ran on without answering, without hearing. Alarmed, and with a
heavy heart, he hurried after her, and rounded the clump of plane trees
just in time to see her rush into the house like a whirlwind. He darted
in after her, ran up the stairs, and struck against the door of her
room, which she violently bolted. And here he stopped and grew calm, by
a strong effort resisting the desire to cry out, to call her again, to
break in the door so as to see her once more, to convince her, to have
her all to himself. For a moment he remained motionless, chilled by the
deathlike silence of the room, from which not the faintest sound
issued. Doubtless she had thrown herself on the bed, and was stifling
her cries and her sobs in the pillow. He determined at last to go
downstairs again and close the hall door, and then he returned softly
and listened, waiting for some sound of moaning. And day was breaking
when he went disconsolately to bed, choking back his tears.
Thenceforward it was war without mercy. Pascal felt himself spied upon,
trapped, menaced. He was no longer master of his house; he had no
longer any home. The enemy was always there, forcing him to be
constantly on his guard, to lock up everything. One after the other,
two vials of nerve-substance which he had compounded were found in
fragments, and he was obliged to barricade himself in his room, where
he could be heard pounding for days together, without showing himself
even at mealtime. He no longer took Clotilde with him on his visiting
days, because she discouraged his patients by her attitude of
aggressive incredulity. But from the moment he left the house, the
doctor had only one desire—to return to it quickly, for he trembled
lest he should find his locks forced, and his drawers rifled on his
return. He no longer employed the young girl to classify and copy his
notes, for several of them had disappeared, as if they had been carried
away by the wind. He did not even venture to employ her to correct his
proofs, having ascertained that she had cut out of an article an entire
passage, the sentiment of which offended her Catholic belief. And thus
she remained idle, prowling about the rooms, and having an abundance of
time to watch for an occasion which would put in her possession the key
of the large press. This was her dream, the plan which she revolved in
her mind during her long silence, while her eyes shone and her hands
burned with fever—to have the key, to open the press, to take and burn
everything in an _auto da fé_ which would be pleasing to God. A few
pages of manuscript, forgotten by him on a corner of the table, while
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