France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This was a last cry in which Pascal gave utterance to his passionate
tenderness for all created beings. He had gradually become more and
more excited, and had so come to make this confession of his faith in
the continuous and victorious work of animated nature. And Clotilde,
who thus far had not spoken, pale from the catastrophe in which her
plans had ended, at last opened her lips to ask:
“Well, master, and what am I here?”
She placed one of her slender fingers on the leaf of the tree on which
she saw her name written. He had always passed this leaf by. She
insisted.
“Yes, I; what am I? Why have you not read me my envelope?”
For a moment he remained silent, as if surprised at the question.
“Why? For no reason. It is true, I have nothing to conceal from you.
You see what is written here? ‘Clotilde, born in 1847. Selection of the
mother. Reversional heredity, with moral and physical predominance of
the maternal grandfather.’ Nothing can be clearer. Your mother has
predominated in you; you have her fine intelligence, and you have also
something of her coquetry, at times of her indolence and of her
submissiveness. Yes, you are very feminine, like her. Without your
being aware of it, I would say that you love to be loved. Besides, your
mother was a great novel reader, an imaginative being who loved to
spend whole days dreaming over a book; she doted on nursery tales, had
her fortune told by cards, consulted clairvoyants; and I have always
thought that your concern about spiritual matters, your anxiety about
the unknown, came from that source. But what completed your character
by giving you a dual nature, was the influence of your grandfather,
Commandant Sicardot. I knew him; he was not a genius, but he had at
least a great deal of uprightness and energy. Frankly, if it were not
for him, I do not believe that you would be worth much, for the other
influences are hardly good. He has given you the best part of your
nature, combativeness, pride, and frankness.”
She had listened to him with attention. She nodded slightly, to signify
that it was indeed so, that she was not offended, although her lips
trembled visibly at these new details regarding her people and her
mother.
“Well,” she resumed, “and you, master?”
This time he did not hesitate.
“Oh, I!” he cried, “what is the use of speaking of me? I do not belong
to the family. You see what is written here. ‘Pascal, born in 1813.
Individual variation. Combination in which the physical and moral
characters of the parents are blended, without any of their traits
seeming to appear in the new being.’ My mother has told me often enough
that I did not belong to it, that in truth she did not know where I
could have come from.”
Those words came from him like a cry of relief, of involuntary joy.
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