Donovan Pasha, and Some People of Egypt — Volume 3 — John Shaqi
Donovan Pasha, and Some People of Egypt — Volume 3Parker, Gilbert
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Donovan Pasha, and Some People of Egypt — Volume 3
Parker, Gilbert
Egypt -- Fiction; Short stories
"These weren't the things we talked about when we saw the clouds gather
over Skaw Fell and the sun shine on the Irish Sea. We've done and seen
much since then. Multitudes have come and gone in the world--and I have
grown grey!" he added with a laugh.
"I've done little-nothing, and I meant and hoped to do much," she almost
pleaded. "I've grown grey too."
"Not one grey hair," he said, with an admiring look. "Grey in spirit
sometimes," she reflected with a tired air. "But you--forgive me, if I
haven't known what you've done. I've lived out of England so long. You
may be at the head of the Government, for all I know. You look to me as
though you'd been a success. Don't smile. I mean it. You look as
though you'd climbed. You haven't the air of an eldest son whose way is
cut out for him, with fifty thousand a year for compensation. What have
you been doing? What has been your work in life?"
"The opposite of yours."
He felt himself a ruffian, but he consoled himself with the thought that
the end at which he aimed was good. It seemed ungenerous to meet her
simple honesty by such obvious repartee, but he held on to see where the
trail would lead.
"That doesn't seem very clear," she said in answer. "Since I came out
here I've been a sort of riverine missionary, an apostle with no
followers, a reformer with a plan of salvation no one will accept."
"We are not stronger than tradition, than the long custom of ages bred
in the bone and practised by the flesh. You cannot change a people by
firmans; you must educate them. Meanwhile, things go on pretty much the
same. You are a generation before your time. It is a pity, for you have
saddened your youth, and you may never live to see accomplished what you
have toiled for."
"Oh, as to that--as to that . . ." She smoothed back her hair lightly,
and her eyes wandered over the distant hills-mauve and saffron and opal,
and tender with the mist of evening. "What does it matter!" she added.
"There are a hundred ways to live, a hundred things to which one might
devote one's life. And as the years went on we'd realise how every form
of success was offset by something undone in another direction, something
which would have given us joy and memory and content--so it seems. But--
but we can only really work out one dream, and it is the working out--
a little or a great distance--which satisfies. I have no sympathy with
those who, living out their dreams, turn regretfully to another course or
another aim, and wonder-wonder, if a mistake hasn't been made. Nothing
is a mistake which comes of a good aim, of the desire for wrongs righted,
the crooked places made straight. Nothing matters so that the dream was
a good one and the heart approves and the eyes see far."
She spoke as though herself in a dream, her look intent on the glowing
distance, as though unconscious of his presence.
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