Lady Helena brought him some tea and besought him to drink it. The
parched, dried lips almost refused their office. It was an hour
afterward that Hewson entered the room, bearing a letter in his hand.
It was brought, he said by Thomas Ginns, who lived at the cottage past
Fair Glenn hills. It had been written by a man who lay dying there,
and who had prayed him to take it at once without delay.
"I ventured to bring it to you, my lord," said the butler; "the man
seemed to think it a matter of life or death."
Lord Earle took the letter from his hands--he tried to open it, but the
trembling fingers seemed powerless. He signed to Hewson to leave the
room, and, placing the letter upon the table, resumed his melancholy
watch. But in some strange way his thoughts wandered to the missive.
What might it not contain, brought to him, too, in the solemn death
chamber? He opened it, and found many sheets of closely covered paper.
On the first was written "The Confession of Hugh Fernely."
The name told him nothing. Suddenly an idea came to him--could this
confession have anything to do with the fate of the beloved child who
lay before him? Kneeling by the dead child's side, he turned over the
leaf and read as follows:
"Lord Earle, I am dying--the hand tracing this will soon be cold.
Before I die I must confess my crime. Even now, perhaps, you are
kneeling by the side of the child lost to you for all time. My lord, I
killed her.
"I met her first nearly three years ago, at Knutsford; she was out
alone, and I saw her. I loved her then as I love her now. By mere
accident I heard her deplore the lonely, isolated life she led, and
that in such terms that I pitied her. She was young, beautiful, full
of life and spirits; she was pining away in that remote home, shut out
from the living world she longed for with a longing I can not put into
words. I spoke to her--do not blame her, she was a beautiful, ignorant
child--I spoke to her, asking some questions about the road, and she
replied. Looking at her face, I swore that I would release her from the
life she hated, and take her where she would be happy.
"I met her again and again. Heaven pardon me if I did my best to awake
an interest in her girlish heart! I told her stories of travel and
adventure that stirred all the romance in her nature. With the keen
instinct of love I understood her character, and played upon its
weakness while I worshiped its strength.
"She told me of a sad, patient young mother who never smiled, of a
father who was abroad and would not return for many years. Pardon me,
my lord, if, in common with many others, I believed this story to be
one to appease her. Pardon me, if I doubted as many others
did--whether the sad young mother was your wife.
"I imagined that I was going to rescue her from a false position when I
asked her to be my wife. She said her mother dreaded all mention of
love and lovers, and I prayed her to keep my love a secret from all the
world.
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