"Well now, Dorrien," he went on, after pausing to allow the other to
continue the remark if he wished, "you must see yourself in what an
extremely difficult position I am placed. How can I allow my child to
marry into a family which positively refuses to receive her? I cannot
do so, I fear, with any consideration for our own self-respect. Then,
apart from that, you are man of the world enough to know that nothing
remains private for long, and that this family quarrel of yours will
soon be in everybody's mouth. Now, I ask you, how can I and mine accept
the position of arch-mischief-makers, feud fomenters, schemers--call it
what you will--in which common consent will place us when it becomes
known how you have renounced your brilliant worldly prospects for
Olive's sake? Put yourself into my place for a moment--that may bring
it home to you. No, Dorrien, surely you must see that this is a
position we cannot consent to occupy, and, honoured as we are by your
proposal, I fear we must pain you by declining it--for the present, at
any rate."
Roland did not answer at once. In the rector's decided tones he felt
that his fate was sealed. There was no getting over this opposition,
and now, day by day, an insurmountable barrier would rise between him
and his love. The room seemed to go round with him--the heavily-bound,
solemn-looking volumes, the carved chairs, the still, white Christ upon
the black cross in the niche, all passed in succession before his eyes.
"And yet I had thought, Dr Ingelow," he said at last, and his voice was
thick and unsteady, "that you, if any man, would be above mere worldly
considerations, when the life's happiness of two people was in the
balance."
"My dear boy, don't--pray don't talk in that awfully desponding tone,"
said the rector, moved to the heart by the utter dejection set forth
upon the other's countenance. "Now, listen," and going over to him he
placed his hands upon his shoulders, in heart-felt, sympathetic touch.
"Wait a little while, then do your best to make up this lamentable
difference--who knows but what you may succeed far more readily than you
think? Then you shall have my hearty consent."
"That will be never," came the reply, quiet, but decided. "The thing is
impossible. So I suppose you will tell me that it's a case of resigning
oneself to the will of Providence," he continued in a tone of
indescribable bitterness, and with an approach to a sneer.
The other made no reply, and for some moments there was silence. There
was not a spark of anger or resentment in the priest's heart at the
implied scoff, and the compassion in his countenance deepened as he
gazed upon the man before him, plunged in the depths of disappointment.
He was no mean judge of character, and he had seen much in Roland
Dorrien to like and admire--yet he felt sure that the course he himself
had adopted in the present instance was the right--in fact, the only
safe one.
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