the strong, logical sequence running through them, they might be taken
for the ravings of delirium.
As with food, so with other bodily comforts. Firing costs money, of
which he has but the scantiest store, wherefore he sits and shivers.
Tobacco he has hardly touched since his ruin, for the same reason, and
as for anything alcoholic he has almost forgotten what it was like.
There is method in his madness, and against this temptation he has set a
resolute face. It may be that he will soon find an unknown and nameless
grave, probably he will--indeed, this is a contingency he has quite
brought himself to contemplate with equanimity, but never will he sink
to the level of a raving, drink-sodden beast. Yet another danger, more
imminent still, he somehow overlooks. A little more of this morbid,
brooding life in its frightful loneliness, and the man will go mad.
But if he himself overlooks the possibility, others do not. He has
changed his lodgings no less than three times in as many months, in
reality, obliged to do so by the fears of his respective landladies, who
didn't like to "'ave a gentleman in the 'ouse as was that queer--no, not
if you was to give them the whole Bank of England. Why, they might be
murdered any night in their beds." So one after another politely hinted
that they would rather have his room than his occupation, and to each
and all poor Roy afforded a ready pretext.
And it is chiefly, in fact wholly, with Roy that his thoughts are
concerned, as we once more look in upon him this dark, desolate
afternoon. For it has come to this, that any moment, now, he may be
called upon to part with this faithful friend, who has been with him in
his prosperity, as through no inconsiderable portion of his adversity.
Roy is sold.
Yes, sold, and his purchaser is the man who it will be remembered had
shown great anxiety to possess him on the occasion of meeting with his
master in Kensington Gardens.
And how comes it that his master has brought himself to part with him?
The answer is simple. Necessity has no law. Hardly able to keep
himself, how shall he be able to keep Roy. The ruined exile foresees
the time when he must yield up the struggle which is not worth
maintaining: what then is to become of this attached and more than human
companion in adversity? And as, in imagination, he sees him the
property of some brute or cad, beaten and starved, and spending his days
chained to a miserable kennel, he makes up his mind to accept Mr
Marsland's offer. At any rate, Roy will be well-treated by his new
master, possibly so well that he may in time come to forget his old one.
Never mind, he must go; but it is with a very heavy heart that Roland
scribbles off a few lines to the address the other man had given him.
He purposely put the price low, he said, as that was only a secondary
consideration, the dog's future comfort and well-being was the chief
thing. If the other was disposed to agree, the sooner he sent for Roy
the better.
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