"It was never intended we should part again," she murmured without
looking up. "Oh! why should you have been brought here to-day? I never
visit this place now, and to-day it must have been something more than
chance that made me do so."
"I don't believe in your Heaven, or why should it delight to torture any
living creature as it is torturing us, here, to-day," broke jerkily from
his set, dry lips. "Listen, Olive--darling, and you will understand why
I must leave you again. I am destitute at this moment, utterly
destitute; one who has gone down beneath the weight of what some might
call a curse--but I don't believe in such things. And above and beside
all this there is--there is--a barrier between us--a barrier of my own
raising, and with its shadow I would never cloud your dear life."
"Oh, Roland. What is it?"
"Ah! If I were to tell you, you would shrink from me, now and for ever.
You would even rush into yonder sea to escape from the horror wherewith
my presence would inspire you. Why, even your love would turn to
repugnance. Yet why should it?--except that the trammelled imagination
of a canting world reads crime into what is no crime at all."
"You are quite wrong. I would do none of all this," she answered
bravely. A horrid suspicion that the rumours she had heard about him
might be true flashed through her mind. What if he had done in a moment
of weak desperation that which nothing but death could undo?
"I had never expected to look upon your dear face again," he went on in
the same tones of heart-wrung misery. "I set out this day to visit for
the last time the scenes we had looked upon together, and to break my
heart over the memories that they would evoke. Then, as I trod these
stones which your feet had trodden, as on holy ground, I invoked the aid
of the demon who rules the universe--offering my life and limitless
future of eternity, if such there be--for one glimpse of you. And I was
answered. I looked up and there you stood. Now I care nothing for what
may happen. I can face it without fear--for my prayer was answered."
Her tears were falling like rain, and for some time she could not
speak--could only cling to him all the firmer.
"You shall not go," she said at length. "You belong to me. A hundred
times more than when all things went well with you. Oh, my darling, do
not leave me. I claim you now, for you belong to me!" she reiterated
passionately.
It may be that to some lives comes a period such as that which these two
had to undergo at this moment; it cannot be that it comes to many. But
even while she spoke, another had claimed them both--ay, and had already
made good his claim. With swift, remorseless subtlety the dark waves
came sweeping in. The King of Terrors was about to exact the fulfilment
of his awful bargain--and to exact it with interest.
"Olive, come. We must go, and go quickly."
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