Finally, as the prodigal made no sign, he grew more hardened than ever
in his resentment. He would not have been unwilling to abandon his
cherished idea--to wit, the Cranston-Ardleigh alliance; perhaps, in
time, might have brought himself to waive his opposition to the Rectory
one, had the exile only approached in an apologetic spirit. In fact, it
was one of those rare cases where a judicious friend, having touch of
both parties, might have been invaluable. But no advances did the
erring one make, conciliatory or otherwise, and the stern old man,
sonless and unloved in his old age, grew more morose and reserved every
day.
On his wife, the bereavement told with terrible effect. All the love of
her hard, yet strong, nature had been poured out upon her youngest-born.
He was her Benjamin, and now that he had been taken from her, she felt
that it would, indeed, bring down her grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.
And what lent tenfold anguish to her bereavement was that she regarded
it as an act of the direct vengeance of Heaven. Like all women of her
hard, uncompromising opinions, she believed firmly in "judgments";
unlike most of them, however, she did not believe in these applying to
her neighbours to the exclusion of herself, and now fully, yet
unresignedly, did she admit to herself that her passive acquiescence in,
if not indirect attempts at the robbing of her eldest son of his
birthright in favour of her idolised younger, had been visited by the
signal and direct curse of Heaven. And, perhaps, in one sense she was
not altogether wrong, for partiality and favouritism in family life is
dangerously likely to breed, at any rate, the spirit of Cain.
Though fully recognising the justice of the visitation, yet, none the
less, was she furiously rebellious. She remembered Roland's last words
to her as he went forth in anger from his father's roof, words spoken in
bitter and wrathful satire. "_Let me congratulate you upon having
things at last exactly as you have long wished them to be_." And now it
seemed to her that there was menace in the words. And from that moment
she hated her eldest son. Her former want of love now turned to
something more positive, and she felt that she fiercely hated him, as in
some mysterious degree the cause of his brother's death.
She had not even the poor consolation of once more gazing upon the
beloved face, all cold and unresponsive as it would be. Even that was
denied her. Ah, but how little had she grieved for that other son when
he had gone down beneath the buffeting storms which had so fiercely
swept the ocean of his life, how secretly exultant she had been that his
birthright had passed to his brother, whom she loved!
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