All that a daughter could do had Nellie done for her mother at this
terrible crisis. Her patience was unbounded, even when her hardest and
most unselfish efforts were met with fierce reproaches and ironical
taunts. What had she cared for poor Hubert when he was alive, that she
should feign grief for him now? Why, if she thought of anyone but
herself, it was Roland, to whom everything must give way. At other
times the grievance would be that she did not show feeling enough. No
one would think that her brother had barely lain a month in his cold
grave, to see the cheerful expression of her face. These and similar
reproaches were her daily portion, till at last the poor girl had begun
to think she really was without feelings, and if not, that the sooner
she became so the better.
But there was an ever-brightening spot on her horizon. Although he had
been unable to see her, Eustace Ingelow had made of the catastrophe an
opportunity of renewing his vows by letter, and even this was as balm to
the girl's empty, aching heart. The rector's son was no half-and-half
lover, and in a trice the correspondence had become brisk. Of course
his letters were supremely incoherent and foolish effusions, such indeed
as would convulse a callous court were they produced in a breach of
promise suit, but they were so thoroughly genuine, breathing throughout
such a spirit of manly affection and real hopefulness, that poor Nellie
took vast comfort, and found herself looking forward to the expiration
of the few weeks which should bring the Oxford vacation and the writer
in person with a degree of eagerness such as she had never before
experienced about anything.
Yes. Eustace was hopeful. That mournful search in which he had borne
so active and intrepid a part had, he felt, rendered him yeoman's
service. Not only had Nellie's father spoken gratefully to him on that
occasion, but he had since received a--for him--very kind letter from
the General, expressing appreciation of his energetic aid and true
sympathy, and trusting that when he returned to Wandsborough he would do
him the favour of calling at Cranston, in order that he might adequately
thank him in person, he, the General, having given up visiting for the
present.
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