Roland's eccentricities, too, had their religious side. For weeks he
would never go near a church, then he would rise in the dark, three or
four times a week, mount his horse and ride over to the morning office
at Wandsborough church, and the little congregation assembled in the
side chapel, whose gloom was hardly dispersed by the altar tapers' soft
glow, while the rain poured down upon the roof, would be astonished by a
tall figure, gaitered and mud-besplashed, suddenly arriving in its
midst, perhaps, just as Dr Ingelow and his acolyte were reciting the
Nicene Creed. On the subject of these pilgrimages he let drop no word
to anybody, not even to his wife, turning the conversation if she
alluded to them; and this, with ready tact, after the first time, she
never did, in having recorded which fact, by the way, we have testified
volumes to Olive's advantage. Nevertheless, she rejoiced with a great
secret joy. But Wandsborough regarded these proceedings on the part of
the Squire of Cranston with undivided curiosity, but diverse feelings,
and the advanced Anglicans congratulated themselves mightily on the
acquisition of so influential and important a convert.
Various theories, too, were advanced to account for Roland Dorrien's
eccentricities. Some went so far as darkly to whisper that there was
madness in the family. There was the late General, for instance. Look
how he shut himself up and never entertained, and was always gloomy and
morose, and quarrelled with everybody, his own flesh and blood included.
Then, to go further back, there was the General's brother, the former
Squire, an old bachelor and most queer in his ways. And now this one--
at his age, and in his fortunate circumstances, a man ought not to look
and act as if life was one great and protracted mistake. A few, more
charitably disposed and more superstitious withal, scouted the mania
theory, but declared that the present race of Dorriens must be under a
curse. At any rate, it was not a little singular that two out of the
three sons had met with an untimely and tragical death, and now, no
doubt, the thought of it preyed upon the mind of the surviving one. But
whatever it was, it must be a very serious thing, for there could be few
more enviable positions and calculated to produce happiness, as the
world understands it, than that of Dorrien of Cranston. On this point
the neighbourhood was thoroughly agreed.
And the neighbourhood, looking at things from its own light, argued
rightly. In the full health and vigour of his manhood, possessed of one
of the most beautiful seats in England, its splendid domain absolutely
unencumbered, a lovely wife, who adored him--if there is such a thing as
happiness in the world, assuredly Roland Dorrien should have been a
happy man. Yet he was not.
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