As we have seen, no compunction followed upon his crime--no remorse--no
fear of detection and of the awful penalty which, in the event of
detection, he would be called upon to pay. He was then so overwhelmed
beneath the blows of Fate, that one more or less could make no
difference in the wretched hopelessness of his lot. His conscience was
seared past all feeling.
Then had come the change, and from a living death a single day had
sufficed to restore him to the joys of life in more than all their
fulness--their sweetness, beyond measure, enhanced by the black period
which had gone before. He had stretched forth his hand and grasped
them, he had hastened to pluck for his own this fair flower which had
languished and grown beyond his reach, and in gathering it he had
filled, as he thought, his cup of bliss to the very brim. Secure in the
love of his beautiful wife, prosperous in his splendid possessions, what
could this one crime of a troublous past avail against him?
But with prosperity his heart grew soft again, and with it the voice of
compunction made itself heard--at first, but faintly, and only at long
intervals. Then, little by little, the haunting vision of a face in its
agony of death-terror stole across the unclouded brightness of his life,
and Time, which in its course blurs over all recollections as it rolls
on, only served to bring out this one more vividly. In the dead of
night would that face be staring at him, in the golden hours of the
bright and peaceful day, that awful, agonised gasp would sound in his
ears as he heard it on the brink of the abyss; and as the horror of this
ever-brooding cloud across his sunshine swept full upon him with a weird
and supernatural, yet none the less real a consciousness, a dejection
settled down upon his mind, which, if allowed to grow apace, might end
in the most disastrous of results.
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