And Olive--did she ever regret the step which had linked her lot to his,
burdened as it was with a secret grief in which she had no share?
Never, for the fraction of a moment. Always brave, loving, and patient,
she strove to lighten his load. Even when suffering from a temporary
depression of spirits herself, she would brace herself with an effort
and cast care away in order that she might cheer him. She studied his
moods, and when in her clear-sightedness she saw the dark hour about to
come upon him, any sacrifice of her own comfort and convenience did she
deem of small account if only she could keep up his spirits and lift him
out of himself. And she had her reward. Never was he so happy as when
alone with her--and as amid the night horrors of the fatal cave, with
the wild waters surging around them, he had found refuge in her
slumbering innocence and purity from the supernatural terrors which came
crowding in, thick and fast, upon his soul, so now, in his dark and
conscience-stricken moods, hers was the image that caused the evil
spirit to fly; her tones, the music that rendered his ears deaf to the
accusing voice; hers the protecting presence, beneath the weight of the
ever-threatening cloud which he felt would sooner or later descend upon
him and overwhelm him in his doom.
Yet why should it? No human eye witnessed that moonlight tragedy.
Already the circumstances had faded into past history; nor at the time
had any suspicion of violence arisen to fix people's memory. But for
all that, Roland was as firmly convinced that sooner or later the
reckoning would overtake him, as that he himself was a living man, and
when it did, he had little enough doubt as to the issue. And now, as we
see him once more after two years, that crisis seems to him within
measurable distance.
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN.
EUSTACE OUTFLANKED.
General Dorrien's widow occupied a semi-detached villa in Maida Vale.
She had, as we have seen, persistently and even fiercely refused her
son's repeated offers of a settlement, liberal and freely made as they
were, preferring to live on her own not very ample means to accepting a
penny from him whom, without a shred of evidence to justify her in the
idea, she persisted in regarding as responsible for his brother's death.
The difference in her mode of living was a trifle, she declared. At
Cranston, they had always lived very quietly, so it was in no sense a
"come-down." Poor Nellie, however, had felt the change acutely, and
although she tried dutifully to make the best of it, the exclusive
society of a gloomy parent told upon her spirits, and the smoke-defiled
air of suburban London was a poor substitute for the strong ozone of the
sea. Consequently, the girl became seriously ailing, and there was
nothing for it but to send her away for a change.
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