“I thought you were stronger. If you give up in this way how can you
expect me”—She stopped; she hardly knew what she had intended to say;
she feared that he knew.
But he only said: “I’m sorry. I didn’t intend to trouble you with the
sight of me. I had a plan for getting over the cliff without letting
you know, and having Maynard come down to me there.”
“And did you really mean,” she cried piteously, “to go away without
trying to see me again?”
“Yes,” he owned simply. “I thought I might catch a glimpse of you, but
I didn’t expect to speak to you.”
“Did you hate me so badly as that? What had I done to you?”
“Done?” He gave a sorrowful laugh; and added, with an absent air, “Yes,
it’s really like doing something to me! And sometimes it seems as if
you had done it purposely.”
“You _know_ I didn’t! Now, then,” she cried, “you have insulted me, and
you never did _that_ before. You were very good and noble and generous,
and wouldn’t let me blame myself for anything. I wanted always to
remember that of you; for I didn’t believe that any man could be so
magnanimous. But it seems that you don’t care to have me respect you!”
“Respect?” he repeated, in the same vague way. “No, I shouldn’t care
about that unless it was included in the other. But you know whether I
have accused you of anything, or whether I have insulted you. I won’t
excuse myself. I think that ought to be insulting to your common
sense.”
“Then why should you have wished to avoid seeing me to-day? Was it to
spare yourself?” she demanded, quite incoherently now. “Or did you
think _I_ should not be equal to the meeting?”
“I don’t know what to say to you,” answered the young man. “I think I
must be crazy.” He halted, and looked at her in complete bewilderment.
“I don’t understand you at all.”
“I wished to see you very much. I wanted your advice, as—as—a friend.”
He shook his head. “Yes! you _shall_ be my friend, in this at least. I
can claim it—demand it. You had no right to—to—make me—trust you so
much, and—and then—desert me.”
“Oh, very well,” he answered. “If any advice of mine—But I couldn’t go
through that sacrilegious farce of being near you and not”—She waited
breathlessly, a condensed eternity, for him to go on; but he stopped at
that word, and added: “How can I advise you?”
The disappointment was so cruel that the tears came into her eyes and
ran down her face, which she averted from him. When she could control
herself she said, “I have an opportunity of going on in my profession
now, in a way that makes me sure of success.”
“I am very glad on your account. You must be glad to realize”
“No, no!” she retorted wildly. “I am _not_ glad!”
“I thought you”—
“But there are conditions! He says he will go with me anywhere, and we
can practise our profession together, and I can carry out all my plans.
But first—first—he wants me to—marry him!”
“Who?”
“Don’t you know? Dr. Mulbridge!”
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