Dr. Lavendar's PeopleDeland, Margaret Wade Campbell
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Dr. Lavendar's People
Deland, Margaret Wade Campbell
Clergy -- Fiction; Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
Meanwhile, Rebecca, with hard conscientiousness, set herself to bring
the child up. She trained her, and disciplined her, and made a painful
point of talking to her about the first Mrs. Gray, according to her
promise to teach her to "love and reverence her mother." The
discipline sometimes made Robert Gray wince; but it was wise, and never
unkind; so he never interfered;--but he left the room when it was going
on. Once he said, nervously:
"I scarcely think, Mrs. Gray, that it is necessary to be quite so
severe?"
"She must be made a good child," Rebecca answered.
"I am not afraid that she will not be a good child," Robert Gray said;
"she is her mother's daughter."
"Well, she is her father's daughter, too," Rebecca declared, briefly.
And her husband, shrinking, said:
"Light is stronger than darkness; Alice's mother was a creature of
light. I am not afraid of her inheritance of darkness."
As for Rebecca, she went away and shut herself up in the garret.
"'Creature of light!'" she said, sitting on the floor under the
rafters, and leaning her head on an old horsehair-covered trunk wherein
were packed away Mr. Gray's winter flannels--"well, I am a good wife to
him, if I ain't a 'creature of light.'"
Yes, she was a good wife.... How carefully she put his flannels away
in May; how prudently she planned his food; how she managed to make the
two ends of his little income meet--yes, and lap over, so that every
summer he could go away from her for a two months' vacation in the
woods! Not once did he find a button lacking; not once had he put on a
clean pair of stockings and then pulled them off because of a hole in
the heel. Can our lords say as much, my mistresses? I trow not! Yes,
a good wife: that lovely being who left the world with a faint,
unfinished regret upon her pitiful lips could never have made him so
comfortable.
Indeed, the whole household revolved upon Robert's comfort. Every
domestic arrangement had reference to his well-being. That he did not
become intolerably selfish was not Rebecca's fault, for, like many good
wives, she was absolutely without conscience in the matter of
self-sacrifice; but Robert escaped spiritual corruption, thanks to his
own very gentle nature and his absolute unconsciousness of the
situation. Perhaps, too, Rebecca's tongue mitigated the spoiling
process. She never spared him what she considered to be the truth
about himself or Alice. But her truthfulness stopped here; she spared
the dead, perforce. For what could she say ill of that beautiful
creature whose only wrong-doing lay in dying? But she knew, with
shame, that she would have liked to speak ill of her--in which
reprehensible impulse to remove a fellow-being from a pedestal, Rebecca
showed herself singularly like the rest of us.
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