She shook her head and turned aside. For a minute or two I naturally
felt embarrassed. But I saw that Mrs. Mervyn was expostulating with her,
and presently, after I had taken part in a conversation suddenly started
by Mr. Mervyn on the strange vagaries of nervous diseases, _apropos_ of
an afflicted poor person he wished me to see, Lilia rose and came back,
looking penitent.
“Can I speak?” she began, humbly, when a pause came. “Thanks! I will
sing for you with pleasure, Mr. Paull.”
“Not unless you tell us the reason of your extraordinary caprice,” said
Sir Roderick, half-bantering, half annoyed. “Come, out with it!”
“You insist, papa?” She spoke pleadingly.
“I do.”
“Mr. Paull reminds me of that dreadful time you were ill—away. I could
not sing anything lively; I should choke.”
It was good to see the expression on that old man’s face. There was such
a royal content on his fine old features as he looked up at his child.
“Sing one of your morbidities, then,” he said. “Ha! I know! Sing Hamlet
that little Danish song. He ought to like that, naturally.” He was
suddenly in high good humor.
She went obediently to the piano, took off her long mittens and
bracelets (which she handed to Roderick as a matter of course), and sang
a sweet, weird melody to Ophelia’s pitiful verses; sang it simply, with
a clear, noble voice, the voice of a human being with a great soul.
It affected me, and I think that my emotion was the cause of my curious
nervous condition that night.
We retired to our rooms pretty early. My old-looking chamber, with the
blackened mahogany furniture, was flooded with moonlight. I had no
intention of dreaming thoughts of the day over again all night long, as
I have done when sleep has followed some hours’ concentration of thought
on one subject; so I had borrowed a book from Sir Roderick—a treatise on
“Somnambulism and other irregular manifestations of the Nervous Force,”
translated from a work by some Dutch writer, name unknown, which he had
spoken of.
Armed with this, I subsided into my feather-bed. (That feather-bed had
something to do with what followed, I believe. I here vow myself to
further the abolition of feather-beds; they should be taxed, and
heavily.) I placed two candles on the little table by my bed, propped
myself up against my pillows, and began to read.
The first chapters of the ponderous tome were soon dismissed. Exploded
pathology and ancient fallacies filled Part I. of the Dutchman’s
treatise. Had I felt at all sleepy, I should have laid down the book
there and then, and have chaffed Sir Roderick next day for recommending
me such old-fashioned stuff. But I felt absurdly wideawake. So I went
on.
The introductory page to Part II. of the volume startled me somewhat. At
first I doubted my eyesight. But there, sure enough, were the words—
“ON THE AGE OF SOULS.”
“What does he mean, the fool?” I thought, turning over. I soon knew.
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