“The 45th Fusiliers,” she said. “They are at Aldershot now. My brother
called here to see me the other day.”
“Can there—could there, by any possibility, be any acquaintance between
your brother and our patient?” suggested Hugh.
Nurse Bryant completely negatived the idea. Her brother had enlisted in
a huff. He had been very silly about his employer’s daughter, and there
had been a family row, which was the actual cause of his taking the
Queen’s shilling.
“Has she not confided in you—I mean about her family—her affairs?” asked
Hugh. “Has she told you—nothing?”
“Not—one—word—not even a hint,” emphatically said the nurse.
Miss Bryant confessed herself more absolutely ignorant of the dying
girl’s antecedents, as well as of her actual thoughts and feelings, than
she had been of those of any patient up to the present time.
“Try and gain her confidence,” was Hugh’s urgent advice to the nurse. He
returned to the hospital more than usually thoughtful.
Next day, when he visited her, he asked her whether she had any dread as
to the termination of her illness.
A faint colour rose to her cheek. “Oh!” she said, clutching nervously at
the sheet with her emaciated fingers, “_do_ you think I shall die?”
It was the hopeful eagerness with which patients generally asked him,
“Do you think I shall get well?” Hugh began to see light.
“You speak almost as if you did not wish to live,” he said gravely.
“Surely that cannot be. You are young, and neither I nor Dr. Hildyard
think that there is any real reason why you should not be restored to
your old active life, and to your friends.”
Her eyelids drooped. “I have—no—friends,” she said, with effort. “I left
my elder sister and brother, and went on the stage. They have not
forgiven me. I have no parents. They are dead.”
“But——” Hugh hesitated a moment. “You know I have heard all about you,”
he said. “You were making success after success in various provincial
towns—you must have already had scores of admiring friends among the
public when that unfortunate accident occurred.”
“Accident!” she said, scornfully. “That was no accident.”
“It could not possibly have been anything else,” said, Hugh, warmly. “No
human being could have been so brutal——”
“No one—was—brutal,” she said; her breathing rapid with the fatigue and
excitement of speaking. “I—did it—myself. I—flung myself down—and pulled
the scene—with me. It came to me—suddenly. I felt I could not
live—any—longer.”
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