“I cannot, my dear old friend; it is impossible. Think, I have no
license. To read any service would be mere waste of words——”
His speech was interrupted by a hoarse cry, as the dying man turned up
his glazing eyes and fell back into Hugh’s arms.
“Take them all away, and send the nurses,” said Hugh, peremptorily.
Mr. Pym and his son instantly retired, but Lilia pleaded to remain.
“Have mercy on me, and let me stay!” she said, turning from Mr. Mervyn
to Hugh with a piteous expression in her distended eyes.
“You shall stay,” said Hugh, tenderly; “only wait just a minute. Nurse!”
Mr. Mervyn took her to the window, and said all he could think of to
comfort her. He, like Hugh, sorry though he was, felt almost thankful to
Death for putting an end to the embarrassing position. But all he could
think of saying was nothing to the poor child in her agony, he saw that.
When the nurses had arranged the now unconscious man, under Hugh’s
direction, Hugh came across to the window.
“Coma has set in,” he said to them; “all pain and suffering are over for
him. But as this state remains somewhat of a mystery to us doctors—I
myself believe there may sometimes remain a super-conscious state we
know nothing about—will you come quite close to him, Lilia? Hold his
hand; let your head rest by him. We never know, it might comfort him!”
Lilia put out her hand, and, guided by him, reached the bed. Presently
the dying father and the living child were lying side by side, as
motionless as if both were dead. The nurses sat near, watching and
waiting. Mr. Mervyn and Hugh sat silently at the window, with plenty to
occupy their thoughts. The minutes were slowly ticked off by the old
clock outside the sick-room door, which presently, after some wheezing
sounds, struck one, hoarsely, in a cracked, aged tone.
One of the nurses rose with a warning “Mr. Paull.”
Hugh knew then what was before him. He went to the bedside, gently
roused Lilia, who seemed half-asleep, half-stupefied. Then followed the
feeling of the dead man’s pulse, the listening to the silent heart, the
mirror held over the blue lips—all in vain.
“Kiss him, dear,” said Hugh, tenderly, to Lilia.
She looked up at him with a wan, bewildered look—the look of a lost
child; then she flung her arms round her father, and the touch of his
icy face told her that she was an orphan.
She flung herself back with a shriek.
“You have let him die!” she cried, frantically, to Hugh. “How dared you?
Why did you? Oh father! come back, come back!”
“Lilia! you forget,” said Hugh, firmly, seizing her wrist. “Remember, we
cannot dictate to God!”
He threw all the will he was capable of into those words. To his relief,
he felt that he had some influence over his future wife. She recoiled,
he felt her stiffen; then she slowly turned her head towards him.
“He is gone? There is no hope?” she asked, quietly.
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