"Pardon me," said John, raising his hand; "we decided, if you
recollect, that we should go through this matter to the end. You will
not deny the accusation, I know, for you are too proud to stoop to
any such mean subterfuge; and even if you did, I could not believe
you, for I have the confession of one whom this scoundrel has made an
accomplice. You see it is not entirely on your account that I have to
bring this man to book, Miss Stafford," said John, who had turned very
white, and whose hands were clenching nervously. "He has debased my
sister into becoming a participator of his wretched work, a tool to
help him to his miserable end. All the time that Bella was intimate
with you, she was, unknown to you, fetching and carrying between you
and this man, feeding your vanity with accounts of his admiration,
giving him information as to your movements, playing the wretched part
of half go-between, half spy."
"You know that I knew nothing of this!" Daisy broke out.
"Perfectly," said John Merton; "but that only makes it the worse for
her. However, it is not of her I came to speak, but of you."
"I think you may spare yourself the trouble," said Daisy, looking
steadily at him; "you have no position giving you the slightest claim
to interfere with me or my actions, and in forming conjectures, in
coming to conclusions about my future movements, you have already taken
a most unwarrantable liberty. I desire that you say no more, and leave
me at once."
"Ah, for God's sake, no!" cried John Merton, in a tone so shrill and
startling that it went to Daisy's heart--"Ah, for God's sake, no! Give
up this outside crust of stoicism and conventionality, and let me plead
to the woman that you really are. Have you for an instant thought of
what you are doing? I know that you have temporised without giving any
answer. Bella told me that; but have you thought how even this delay
may compromise you? Are you, so lovely as you are, so bright and clever
and graceful, going to sacrifice your whole life, to place all those
charms at the mercy of a man who will use them while he chooses, and
fling them away when he is tired? I don't want to preach; I only want
to put matters plainly before you. Suppose you consent to this infernal
proposal which has been made to you. The man is old; he has not even
the excuse of a mad passion, which is deaf to the calls of conscience,
or even to the common feelings of humanity. He has not that excuse; he
is old, and jaded, and fickle; the life which he is leading requires
constantly new excitement; and after a little time your novelty will
have passed away, and you will be thrown aside to shift for yourself.
Could your high spirit brook that? Could you bear to see yourself
pointed at as deserted, or, worse than all, find yourself compelled to
become subject to some venal bargain--Oh God, it is too horrible to
think of!"
"I will not bear this from anyone; certainly not from you. What right
have you to interfere?"
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