"One moment," continued George, holding up his hands. "He was carried
home insensible, and now lies between life and death. He is delirious
and knows no one, but lies tossing to and fro on his bed, ever
muttering your name, ever recalling scenes which have been passed in
your company. When I saw him in this state, when I heard those groans,
and recognised them as the utterances of the mental agony which he was
suffering, I thought it my duty to come to you. Understand, I make
no _ad misericordiam_ appeal. There is no question of my throwing
myself on your feelings, and imploring you to have pity on this boy.
I imagine that, even with all his passion for and devotion to you,
he is far too proud for that, and would disclaim my act so soon as
he knew of it. But, loving him as I do, I come to you and say, 'This
is your work.' What steps you should take, if any, it is for you to
determine. I say nothing, advise nothing, hint nothing, save this:
if what you wrote in that letter to Paul was final and decisive, the
result of due reflection, the conviction that you could not be happy
with him, then stand by it and hold to it; for if you were to give way
merely for compassion's sake, his state would be even worse than it is
now. But if you spoke truth to me at the beginning of this interview,
if your dismissal of Paul was, as you described it, a woman's whim,
conceived without adequate reason, and carried out in mere wantonness,
I say to you, that if this boy dies--and his state even now is most
critical--his death will lie at your door."
Daisy had been listening with bent head and averted eyes. All evidence
of her having heard what George had said lay in a nervous fluttering
motion of her hand, involuntary and beyond her control. When George
ceased, she looked up, and said in a hard, dry voice:
"What will you have me do?"
"I told you at first that I would give you no advice, that I would make
no suggestion as to the line of conduct you should pursue. That must
be left entirely to the promptings of your heart, and--excuse me, Miss
Stafford, I am sadly old-fashioned, and still believe in the existence
of such things--your conscience."
"Is he--is he so very ill?" asked Daisy in a trembling voice.
"He is very dangerously ill," said George; "he could not be worse. But
understand, I don't urge this to influence your decision, nor must you
let it weigh with you. Your action in this matter must be the result
of calm deliberation and self-examination. To act on an impulse which
you will repent of when the excitement is over, is worse than to leave
matters where they are."
"He--he is delirious, you say?" asked Daisy; "he does not recognise
anyone?"
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