"No, he is quite delirious," said George. "He will have to be carefully
attended, and I am now going to see after a nurse. So," he added,
rising from his chair, "having discharged my duty, I will now proceed
on my way. I am sorry, Miss Stafford, that on my first visit to you I
should have been the bearer of what, to me at least, is such sad news."
Then he bowed in his old-fashioned way, and took his departure.
After George left her, Daisy dropped back into the chair which she had
occupied during his visit, and sat gazing vacantly into the fire.
Calm deliberation and self-examination! Those were what that strange
earnest-looking man, Mr. Wainwright, had said he left her to. In the
state of anxiety and excitement in which she found herself, the one was
impossible, and she shrank from the other. Self-examination--what would
that show her? A girl, first winning, then trifling with the affections
of a warmhearted young fellow, who worshipped her and was ready to
sacrifice everything in life for her. And the same girl, hitherto so
proud in her virtue and her self-command, paltering and chaffering for
her honour with a man, the best thing which could be said about whom
was, that he had spoken plainly and made no secret of his intentions.
Ah, good heavens, in what a miserable state of mental blindness and
self-deception had she been living during the past few weeks! on
the brink of what a moral precipice had she been idly straying with
careless feet! Thinking of these things, Daisy buried her face in her
hands, and sought relief in a flood of tears. Then, suddenly springing
up, she cried:
"It is not too late! Thank God for that! Not too late to undo all that
my wickedness has brought about. Not too late to prove my devotion to
him. Mr. Wainwright said he was going to see after a nurse. There shall
be no occasion for that. When my darling Paul comes to himself, he
shall find his nurse installed at his pillow."
Very long odds against Colonel Orpington's chance now!
CHAPTER XXXI.
SUSPENSE.
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