"Whose fault is that? Whose fault is it that you remain in what you
call your garret? Whose fault is it that you are compelled to obey
Madame Clarisse, and to dance attendance on her infernal customers?
Not mine, you must allow that. You know what is the dearest wish of my
heart--you know how often I have proposed that----"
"Stop, sir," said Daisy, laying her ungloved hand upon his mouth; "you
know how often I have forbidden you to touch upon that subject, and
now you dare to disobey merely because I was foolish enough to be off
my guard for a moment, and to let some grumbling escape my lips. No,
no, Paul, let us be sensible; it is very well as it is. We enjoy these
stolen meetings; at least, I do----"
"And you think I don't, I suppose? Oh no, certainly not!"
"You very rude bear, why do you interrupt me? I don't think anything
of the sort. I know you enjoy them too. Then why should we bother
ourselves about the future?"
"No; but you don't understand, Daisy. It seems so deuced hard for me to
have to see you for such a short time, and then for you to have to go
away, and----"
"Don't you think it is quite as hard for me?"
"But then I'm so fond of you, don't you know! I love you so much,
Daisy."
"And do you imagine I don't care for you? I don't say how much, but I
know it must be more than a little."
"How do you know that, darling?"
"Because my love for you has conquered my pride, Paul. That shows me
at once, without anything else, that I must love you. Do you think if
I didn't care for you that I would consent to all this subterfuge and
mystery which always surrounds us? Do you imagine that I have no eyes
and no perception? Do you think I don't notice that you have chosen
this place for our meeting because it is quite quiet and secluded? That
when anyone having the least appearance of belonging to your world
comes near us, you are in an agony, and turn your head aside, or cover
your face with your hand, lest you should be recognised? Do you think I
haven't noticed all this? And do you think I don't know that all these
precautions are taken, and all this fear is undergone, because you are
walking with _me?_"
"My darling Daisy----"
"It's my own fault, Paul. Understand, I quite allow that. I am not in
your rank of life. I am Madame Clarisse's show-woman; and I ought to
look for my lovers amongst Messrs. Lewis and Allenby's young drapers,
or the assistants at Godfrey and Cooke's, the chemists. They would
be very proud to be seen with me, and would probably take me out on
Sundays, along the Hammersmith Road in a four-wheel chaise. However, I
hate chemists and drapers and four-wheel chaises, and prefer walking in
this gloomy grove with you, Paul."
"You're a queer child," said Paul, with a sigh of relief at the subject
being, as he thought, ended, and with a gratified smile at the pleasant
words Daisy had last spoken.
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