The books were always most carefully and punctually returned, and in
time Jacob Settle and I became quite friends. Once or twice as I
crossed the moorland on Sundays I looked in on him; but on such
occasions he was shy and ill at ease so that I felt diffident about
calling to see him. He would never under any circumstances come into my
own lodgings.
One Sunday afternoon, I was coming back from a long walk beyond the
moor, and as I passed Settle’s cottage stopped at the door to say “How
do you do?” to him. As the door was shut, I thought that he was out,
and merely knocked for form’s sake, or through habit, not expecting to
get any answer. To my surprise, I heard a feeble voice from within,
though what was said I could not hear. I entered at once, and found
Jacob lying half-dressed upon his bed. He was as pale as death, and the
sweat was simply rolling off his face. His hands were unconsciously
gripping the bedclothes as a drowning man holds on to whatever he may
grasp. As I came in he half arose, with a wild, hunted look in his
eyes, which were wide open and staring, as though something of horror
had come before him; but when he recognised me he sank back on the
couch with a smothered sob of relief and closed his eyes. I stood by
him for a while, quite a minute or two, while he gasped. Then he opened
his eyes and looked at me, but with such a despairing, woeful
expression that, as I am a living man, I would have rather seen that
frozen look of horror. I sat down beside him and asked after his
health. For a while he would not answer me except to say that he was
not ill; but then, after scrutinising me closely, he half arose on his
elbow and said:
“I thank you kindly, sir, but I’m simply telling you the truth. I am
not ill, as men call it, though God knows whether there be not worse
sicknesses than doctors know of. I’ll tell you, as you are so kind, but
I trust that you won’t even mention such a thing to a living soul, for
it might work me more and greater woe. I am suffering from a bad
dream.”
“A bad dream!” I said, hoping to cheer him; “but dreams pass away with
the light—even with waking.” There I stopped, for before he spoke I saw
the answer in his desolate look round the little place.
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