Country life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
pictures, and clean of the antimacassar taint; they had shown me their
chapel, high, hushed, and faintly scented, beautiful with a strange new
beauty born both of what it had and what it had not--that too familiar
dowdiness of common places of worship. They had also fed me in their
dining-hall, where a long table stood on trestles plain to view, and
all the woodwork was natural, unpainted, healthily scrubbed, and
redolent of the forest it came from. I brought away from that visit, and
kept by me for many days, a sense of cleanness, of the freshness that
pricks the senses--the freshness of cool spring water; and the large
swept spaces of the rooms, the red tiles, and the oaken settles,
suggested a comfort that had no connexion with padded upholstery.
On this particular morning I was in much too unsociable a mind for
paying friendly calls. Still, something in the aspect of the place
harmonized with my humor, and I worked my way round to the back, where
the ground, after affording level enough for a kitchen-garden, broke
steeply away. Both the word Gothic and the thing itself were still
unknown to me; yet doubtless the architecture of the place, consistent
throughout, accounted for its sense of comradeship in my hour of
disheartenment. As I mused there, with the low, grey, purposeful-looking
building before me, and thought of my pleasant friends within, and what
good times they always seemed to be having, and how they larked with
the Irish terrier, whose footing was one of a perfect equality, I
thought of a certain look in their faces, as if they had a common
purpose and a business, and were acting under orders thoroughly
recognised and understood. I remembered, too, something that Martha had
told me, about these same fellows doing "a power o' good," and other
hints I had collected vaguely, of renouncements, rules, self denials,
and the like. Thereupon, out of the depths of my morbid soul swam up a
new and fascinating idea; and at once the career of arms seemed
over-acted and stale, and piracy, as a profession, flat and
unprofitable. This, then, or something like it, should be my vocation
and my revenge. A severer line of business, perhaps, such as I had read
of; something that included black bread and a hair-shirt. There should
be vows, too--irrevocable, blood-curdling vows; and an iron grating.
This iron grating was the most necessary feature of all, for I intended
that on the other side of it my relations should range themselves--I
mentally ran over the catalogue, and saw that the whole gang was
present, all in their proper places--a sad-eyed row, combined in
tristful appeal. "We see our error now," they would say; "we were always
dull dogs, slow to catch--especially in those akin to us--the finer
qualities of soul! We misunderstood you, misappreciated you, and we own
up to it. And now--" "Alas, my dear friends," I would strike in here,
waving towards them an ascetic hand--one of the emaciated sort, that
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