Dream Tales and Prose PoemsTurgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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Dream Tales and Prose Poems
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
Thoughts of the immortality of the soul, of the life beyond the grave
crowded upon him again. Was it not said in the Bible: ‘Death, where is thy
sting?’ And in Schiller: ‘And the dead shall live!’ (Auch die Todten sollen
leben!)
And too, he thought, in Mitskevitch: ‘I will love thee to the end of time
... and beyond it!’ And an English writer had said: ‘Love is stronger than
death.’ The text from Scripture produced particular effect on Aratov....
He tried to find the place where the words occurred.... He had no Bible;
he went to ask Platosha for one. She wondered, she brought out, however, a
very old book in a warped leather binding, with copper clasps, covered with
candle wax, and handed it over to Aratov. He bore it off to his own room,
but for a long time he could not find the text ... he stumbled, however, on
another: ‘Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life
for his friends’ (S. John xv. 13).
He thought: ‘That’s not right. It ought to be: Greater _power_ hath no
man.’
‘But if she did not lay down her life for me at all? If she made an end of
herself simply because life had become a burden to her? What if, after all,
she did not come to that meeting for anything to do with love at all?’
But at that instant he pictured to himself Clara before their parting on
the boulevard.... He remembered the look of pain on her face, and the tears
and the words, ‘Ah, you understood nothing!’
No! he could have no doubt why and for whom she had laid down her life....
So passed that whole day till night-time.
XV
Aratov went to bed early, without feeling specially sleepy, but he hoped
to find repose in bed. The strained condition of his nerves brought about
an exhaustion far more unbearable than the bodily fatigue of the journey
and the railway. However, exhausted as he was, he could not get to sleep.
He tried to read ... but the lines danced before his eyes. He put out the
candle, and darkness reigned in his room. But still he lay sleepless, with
his eyes shut.... And it began to seem to him some one was whispering
in his ear.... ‘The beating of the heart, the pulse of the blood,’ he
thought.... But the whisper passed into connected speech. Some one was
talking in Russian hurriedly, plaintively, and indistinctly. Not one
separate word could he catch.... But it was the voice of Clara.
Aratov opened his eyes, raised himself, leaned on his elbow.... The voice
grew fainter, but kept up its plaintive, hurried talk, indistinct as
before....
It was unmistakably Clara’s voice.
Unseen fingers ran light arpeggios up and down the keys of the piano ...
then the voice began again. More prolonged sounds were audible ... as it
were moans ... always the same over and over again. Then apart from the
rest the words began to stand out ... ‘Roses ... roses ... roses....’
‘Roses,’ repeated Aratov in a whisper. ‘Ah, yes! it’s the roses I saw on
that woman’s head in the dream.’... ‘Roses,’ he heard again.
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