They clung to each other--the noble Pagan soul and the warm Jewish
heart at one over the Christian's grave.
Suddenly bells began to ring in the city. Miriam started and
disengaged herself.
"I must go," she said hurriedly.
"It is but _Ave Maria_," said Helena. "Thou hast no vespers to sing."
Miriam touched the yellow badge on her head. "Nay, but the gates will
be closing, sister."
"Alas, I had forgotten. I had thought we might always be together
henceforth. I will accompany thee so far as I may, sister."
They hastened from the lonely, unblessed grave, holding each other's
hand.
The shadows fell. It was almost dark by the time they reached the
Ghetto.
Miriam had barely slipped in when the gates shut with a harsh clang,
severing them through the long night.
URIEL ACOSTA
PART I
GABRIEL DA COSTA
I
Gabriel Da Costa pricked his horse gently with the spur, and dashing
down the long avenue of cork-trees, strove to forget the torment of
spiritual problems in the fury of physical movement, to leave theology
behind with the monasteries and chapels of Porto. He rode with grace
and fire, this beautiful youth with the flashing eyes, and the dark
hair flowing down the silken doublet, whom a poet might have feigned
an image of the passionate spring of the South, but for whose own soul
the warm blue sky of Portugal, the white of the almond blossoms, the
pink of the peach sprays, the delicate odors of buds, and the glad
clamor of birds made only a vague background to a whirl of thoughts.
No; it was impossible to believe that by confessing his sins as the
Church prescribed he could obtain a plenary absolution. If salvation
was to be secured only by particular rules, why, then, one might
despair of salvation altogether. And, perhaps, eternal damnation was
indeed his destiny, were it only for his doubts, and in despite of
all his punctilious mechanical worship. Oh, for a deliverer--a
deliverer from the questionings that made the splendid gloom of
cathedrals a darkness for the captive spirit! Those cursed Jesuits,
zealous with the zealotry of a new order! His blood flamed as he
thought of their manœuvrings, and putting his hand to his holster,
where hung a pair of silver-mounted pistols marked with his initial,
he drew out one and took flying aim at a bird on a twig, pleasing
himself with the foolish fancy that 'twas Ignatius Loyola. But though
a sure marksman, he had not the heart to hurt any living thing, and
changing with the swiftness of a flash he shot at the twig instead,
snapping it off.
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