“I said to him, ‘See here, look back on all your past. See from your
childhood all smallness, all indirectness that has been yours; look well
at it, and in its light do you not see every man your brother? Are you
so sinless you have right to hate?’
“He looked, and said, ‘Yes, you are right; I too have failed, and I
forgive my fellow. Go, I am satisfied; I have forgiven;’ and he laid him
down peacefully and folded his hands on his breast, and I thought it was
well with him. But scarcely had my wings rustled and I turned to come up
here, when I heard one crying out on earth again, ‘I cannot forgive! I
cannot forgive! Oh, God, God, I cannot forgive! It is better to die
than to hate! I cannot forgive! I cannot forgive!’ And I went and stood
outside his door in the dark, and I heard him cry, ‘I have not sinned
so, not so! If I have torn my fellows’ flesh ever so little, I have
kneeled down and kissed the wound with my mouth till it was healed. I
have not willed that any soul shall be lost through hate of me. If they
have but fancied that I wronged them I have lain down on the ground
before them that they might tread on me, and so, seeing my humiliation,
forgive and not be lost through hating me; they have not cared that
my soul should be lost; they have not willed to save me; they have not
tried that I should forgive them!’
“I said to him, ‘See here, be thou content; do not forgive: forget this
soul and its injury; go on your way. In the next world perhaps--’
“He cried, ‘Go from me, you understand nothing! What is the next world
to me! I am lost now, today. I cannot see the sunlight shine, the dust
is in my throat, the sand is in my eyes! Go from me, you know nothing!
Oh, once again before I die to see that the world is beautiful! Oh, God,
God, I cannot live and not love. I cannot live and hate. Oh, God, God,
God!’ So I left him crying out and came back here.”
God said, “This man’s soul must be saved.”
And the angel said “How?”
God said, “Go down you, and save it.”
The angel said, “What more shall I do?”
Then God bent down and whispered in the angel’s ear, and the angel
spread out its wings and went down to earth.
And partly I woke, sitting there upon the broken stone with my head on
my knee; but I was too weary to rise. I heard the wind roam through the
olive trees and among the ruined arches, and then I slept again.
The angel went down and found the man with the bitter heart and took him
by the hand, and led him to a certain spot.
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