None of us ever saw Antoine again after that terrible evening.
Whether he had been most weak or most wicked we could not tell;
but, for my part I always believed that he had really loved Noemi,
and that his marriage had been one of worldly convenience, contracted,
in an evil hour, for the sake of gain. His wife was rich, Noemi
was a beggar. As for her, poor child, she never uttered a word
of reproach against him; never a gesture of impatience, or an
expression of complaint betrayed her suffering. She had spent all
her innocent life upon her love, and with the love her life also
went from her. Day after day she lay on her bed like a flower
crushed and fading slowly. There were no signs of organic disease
in her, there was no appreciable malady; her heart was broken,
so said Madame Jeannel, and more than that the wisest could not say.
Bambin, dimly comprehending that some great sorrow had befallen
his dear mistress, lay always at her feet, watching her with eyes
full of tender and wistful affection, refusing to leave her by night
or by day. It must have comforted her somewhat to see in him, at
least, the evidence of one true and faithful love.
So white and spirituelle she grew as she lay there, day by day,
so delicately lovely, her deep lustrous eyes shining as with some
inward light, and her hair of gold surrounding her head like the
aureole of a pictured saint, that at times I fancied she was becoming
dematerialised before our eyes; her spirit seemed as it were to
grow visible, as though in the intensity of its pure fire the mere
earthly body which had contained it were being re-absorbed and consumed.
Sometimes in the evenings her pulse quickened and her cheeks flushed
with the hectic touch of fever; it was the only symptom of physical
disorder I ever detected in her;--but even that was slight,--the
temperature of her system was hardly affected by it.
So she lay, her body fading, day after day and hour after hour.
Madame Jeannel was deeply concerned, for she was a good woman, and
could sympathise with others in sorrow, but nothing that she could
say or do seemed to reach the senses of Noemi. Indeed, at times
I fancied the poor child had no longer eyes or ears for the world
from which she was passing away so strangely; she looked as though
she were already beginning life in some other sphere and on some
other plane than ours, and could see and hear only sights and sounds
of which our material natures had no cognisance.
"C'est le chagrin, monsieur," said Madame Jeannel; "c'est comme
ca que le chagrin tue,--toujours."
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