Early in the third week of December I received my summons to pass
the final examination for the M.D. degree. The day was bitterly
cold, a keen wind swept the empty streets and drove the new-fallen
snow into drift-heaps at every corner. Along the boulevards booths
and baraques for the sale of New Year's gifts were already in course
of erection, the shops were gay with bright colored bonbonnieres.
Children, merry with anticipations of good things coming, pressed
round the various tempting displays and noisily disputed their
respective merits. All the streets were filled with mirth and
laughter and preparations for festivity, and close by, in her little
lonely room, Noemi lay dying of a broken heart!
I underwent my ordeal with success; yet as I quitted the examination-
room and descended into the quadrangle of the Ecole, crowded with
sauntering groups of garrulous students, my spirit was heavy within me,
and the expression of my face could hardly have been that of a young
man who has safely passed the Rubicon of scientific apprenticeship,
and who sees the laurels and honors of the world within his reach.
The world? The very thought of its possible homage repelled me,
for I knew that its best successes and its loudest praise are accorded
to men whose hearts are of steel and whose lives are corrupt. I
knew that still, as of old, it slays the innocent and the ingenuous
and stones the pure of spirit.
Escaping somewhat impatiently from the congratulations of the friends
and colleagues whom I chanced to encounter in the quadrangle, I
returned gloomily home and found upon my table a twisted note in
which was written this brief message:--
"Pray, come at once, monsieur, she cannot live long now.
I dare not leave her, and she begs to see you. --Marie Jeannel"
With a shaking hand I thrust the paper into my vest and hastened
to obey its summons. Never had the distance between my house and
Noemi's been so long to traverse; never had the stairs which led
to her room seemed to me so many or so steep. At length I gained
the door; it stood ajar; I pushed it open and entered. Madame
Jeannel sat at the foot of the little white-draped bed; Bambin
lay beside his mistress; the only sound in the room was the crackling
of the burning logs on the hearth. As I entered, Madame Jeannel
turned her head and looked at me; her eyes were heavy with tears,
and she spoke in tones that were hushed and tremulous with the awe
which the presence of death inspires.
"Monsieur, you come too late. She is dead."
I sprang forward with a cry of horror.
"Dead?" I repeated, "Noemi dead?"
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