"I have worked early and late," she went on in low, swift tones,
"to try and lay by a little money towards getting him apprenticed
to some chemist in the town. He has worked, too, poor child. But
it is little--nothing--we could save between us; for we must live
meanwhile, you know, dear friend, and there is the rent to pay.
Well, now I am coming to my story. When I was a young girl, I had
a sister, ten years older than I. We were orphans, and an old aunt
took care of us. I married--against my aunt's wish, in the face
of my sister's warnings,--a poor improvisatore. We were poor enough,
of course, before that, my sister and I, but we were not beggars,
and the husband I took was below me. Well, my sister was very angry,
dreadfully angry, but I was young and strong, and I was in love,
so I didn't care much about it then. My husband traveled from place
to place, telling his stories and singing his rhymes, and I went
with him, and soon lost sight of my sister. At last we came to Rome.
'Tista was born there, and soon after I got some news of my old
home from a wandering pedlar, who had passed through the village
where I used to live. My aunt was dead, and my sister had married,--
married a rich inn-keeper; a match as far above our station as
mine had been below it. Well, Herr Ritter, my husband was badly
hurt in a quarrel one evening in one of the squares. Somebody
insulted him before all the people as he was telling one of his
stories, and his blood got up and he struck the man, and they fought;
and my husband was brought home to me that night, half-murdered.
He didn't live long. He had had a heavy fall, I think, in that
fight, for the back of his head was cut open, and he took brain-fever
from it. I did my best, but our money was scarce, and our child
was too young to be left alone with a sick man, and I could get
no work to do at home. So one day, at noon, my husband died. Poor
Battista! I could not help it! I could not save him! Ah Jesu!
what a terrible thing poverty is! what a mournful thing it is to live!"
She shrouded her face in her hands, but not to weep, for when, after
a little silence, she raised her large dark eyes again to meet the
old German's compassionate gaze, I saw that they were calm and tearless.
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