extraordinarily clear-cut and distinct. Such a square, occurring
at the end of a broken line means rescue, salvation. I had long
been aware of this strange figuration in my hand, and had often
wondered what it presaged. But now, as once more I looked at it,
it came upon me with sudden conviction that in some way I was
destined to be delivered from death at the last moment, and I thought
that if this be so it would be horrible should C. have been killed
first. If I were to be saved I should certainly save him also,
for my pardon would involve the pardon of both, or my rescue the
rescue of both. Therefore it was important to provide for his safety
until after my fate was decided. The officer seemed to take this
last request into more serious consideration than the first. He
said shortly: "I may be able to manage that for you," and then
at once rose and took up the papers I had signed. "When are we to
be shot?" I asked him. "Tomorrow morning," he replied, as promptly
as before. Then he went out, turning the key of the guardroom upon me.
The dawn of the next day broke darkly. It was a terribly stormy day;
great black lurid thunderclouds lay piled along the horizon, and
came up slowly and awfully against the wind. I looked upon them
with terror; they seemed so near the earth, and so like living,
watching things. They hung out of the sky, extending long ghostly
arms downwards, and their gloom and density seemed supernatural.
The soldiers took us out, our hands bound behind us, into a quadrangle
at the back of their barracks. The scene is sharply impressed on
my mind. A palisade of two sides of a square, made of wooden planks,
ran round the quadrangle. Behind this palisade, and pressed up
close against it, was a mob of men and women--the people of the
town--come to see the execution. But their faces were sympathetic;
an unmistakable look of mingled grief and rage, not unmixed with
desperation--for they were a down-trodden folk--shone in the hundreds
of eyes turned towards us. I was the only woman among the condemned.
C. was there, and poor "Fou," looking bewildered, and one or two
other prisoners. On the third and fourth sides of the quadrangle
was a high wall, and in a certain place was a niche partly enclosing
the trunk of a tree, cut off at the top. An iron ring was driven
into the trunk midway, evidently for the purpose of securing condemned
persons for execution. I guessed it would be used for that now.
In the centre of the square piece of ground stood a file of soldiers,
armed with carbines, and an officer with a drawn sabre. The palisade
was guarded by a row of soldiers somewhat sparsely distributed,
ertainly not more than a dozen in all. A Catholic priest in a black
cassock walked beside me, and as we were conducted into the enclosure,
he turned to me and offered religious consolation. I declined his
ministrations, but asked him anxiously if he knew which of us was
to die first.
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