Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the country — John Shaqi
Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the countrySmith, Alexander
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Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the country
Smith, Alexander
Essays
Everything is sweetened by risk. The pleasant emotion is mixed and
deepened by a sense of mortality. Those lovers who have never
encountered the possibility of last embraces and farewells are novices
in the passion. Sunset affects us more powerfully than sunrise, simply
because it is a setting sun, and suggests a thousand analogies. A
mother is never happier than when her eyes fill over her sleeping
child, never does she kiss it more fondly, never does she pray for it
more fervently; and yet there is more in her heart than visible red
cheek and yellow curl; possession and bereavement are strangely mingled
in the exquisite maternal mood, the one heightening the other. All
great joys are serious; and emotion must be measured by its complexity
and the deepness of its reach. A musician may draw pretty notes enough
from a single key, but the richest music is that in which the whole
force of the instrument is employed, in the production of which every
key is vibrating; and, although full of solemn touches and majestic
tones, the final effect may be exuberant and gay. Pleasures which rise
beyond the mere gratification of the senses are dependant for their
exquisiteness on the number and variety of the thoughts which they
evoke. And that joy is the greatest which, while felt to be joy, can
include the thought of death and clothe itself with that crowning
pathos. And in the minds of thoughtful persons every joy does, more or
less, with the crowning pathos clothe itself.
In life there is nothing more unexpected and surprising than the
arrivals and departures of pleasure. If we find it in one place
to-day, it is vain to seek it there to-morrow. You cannot lay a trap
for it. It will fall into no ambuscade, concert it ever so cunningly.
Pleasure has no logic; it never treads in its own footsteps. Into our
commonplace existence it comes with a surprise, like a pure white swan
from the airy void into the ordinary village lake; and just as the
swan, for no reason that can be discovered, lifts itself on its wings
and betakes itself to the void again, _it_ leaves us, and our sole
possession is its memory. And it is characteristic of pleasure that we
can never recognise it to be pleasure till after it is gone. Happiness
never lays its finger on its pulse. If we attempt to steal a glimpse
of its features it disappears. It is a gleam of unreckoned gold. From
the nature of the case, our happiness, such as in its degree it has
been, lives in memory. We have not the voice itself; we have only its
echo. We are never happy; we can only remember that we were so once.
And while in the very heart and structure of the happy moment there
lurked an obscure consciousness of death, the memory in which past
happiness dwells is always a regretful memory. This is why the tritest
utterance about the past, youth, early love, and the like, has always
about it an indefinable flavour of poetry, which pleases and affects.
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