English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories; Ships -- Fiction
Why had he married her? Godfrey Harland had often asked himself this
question and been unable to answer it. He was the last man in the
world who should have encumbered himself with a wife. But after his
return from America, he had met this girl living quietly with her
widowed father, and had fallen desperately in love with her purity and
innocence, so different from what he had been accustomed to. And Iris
had believed him to be all that he was not. His varied experiences,
and able mode of relating the wonders of his travels, had fascinated
her girlish heart, and made her accept him as her life-long companion
and friend. But six months of married life had undeceived her. By that
time, reverses had come upon them, and the man’s brutal and selfish
nature had revealed itself. His passion for her had been simply an
infatuation. He had been delighted with his pretty toy at first, but,
like a spoiled child, he spurned it, when it had become familiar to
him. He had wounded her deeply by his indifference; he had frightened
her with his violence and threats, but it was his insults that had
stabbed her to the heart, and killed her respect for him. Had he taken
a horse-whip and struck her (as he was quite capable of doing), she
might still have forgiven him, but an insult to a woman’s honour is
never forgotten, and seldom pardoned. Many women will slave for their
husbands night and day--they will starve themselves to keep the wolf
from the door, and give up home, relations, luxury, everything, for
the man they love. But as soon as a man returns his wife’s affection
by falsely impugning her honour--when he accuses her of the infidelity
of which he alone has been guilty--he has severed the last link that
bound them together, and has only himself to thank, if in the future
her outraged feelings find relief in the very consolation he has
unwarrantably accused her of seeking. Such was the state of things
between Godfrey Harland and his wife. A sullen sense of being in the
wrong on his side, and a great contempt for all he did and said on
hers--and only one wish shared between them in common, that they had
never met!
‘Here is a letter for you,’ said Mrs Harland, as she placed it in his
hand. He opened and read it through in silence, although he could not
conceal the satisfaction it gave him.
‘A man wants to see me on business. I must go out to-night, and at
once. Is there any more brandy in the cupboard, Iris?’ said Godfrey, as
he thrust the letter into his coat pocket.
‘Is it advisable you should drink any more if you are going to transact
business?’ she inquired calmly. She had observed her husband’s
expression on reading the letter, and his ready concealment of it, and
she did not believe it treated of business. But she did not say so.
If her marriage had done nothing else for her, it had taught her to
conceal her thoughts.
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