English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories; Ships -- Fiction
‘Of course you had,’ rejoined Vernon fondly, with the _old_ manner that
seemed sometimes to sit so strangely on his youthful appearance; ‘heaps
of them, I should say, if the young men of that day had any gumption
about them. I often think, mother, what a dear, charming, genuine sort
of girl you must have been.’
He pinched her cheek as he spoke, and Mrs Blythe felt happier at
receiving his compliment, than she had ever done when the young men he
alluded to had paid theirs.
‘Now don’t be foolish, my darling,’ she said, with an assumption of
indifference, as she settled her head-dress. ‘But what I say is true.
First love-affairs are seldom lasting.’
‘I daresay not; I hope not; although I fancy I have reached the climax
of my forgetfulness. Five years is a long time to fret after a woman,
and, indeed, I have tried hard to banish her from my mind. It is only
fair to dear little Alice that I should do so.’
‘But what went wrong with it, my boy?’
‘Everything, mother! I met her at a friend of uncle’s, and I loved her
from the very first. But she did not love me, and there was an end of
it. In fact, there was another fellow in the way.’
‘Was she so very beautiful, Vernon?’
‘No, I think not--at least, I never heard any one else say so. But to
me she seemed to have the most perfect face I had ever seen. When I
think of it now, it looks like the face of an angel. And everything she
said and did seemed right. I agreed with all her opinions. We liked the
same things--the same people--the same pursuits. Oh! what is the use of
thinking of it?’ he continued impatiently; ‘I suppose it was my fate
to meet her, and love her, and carry her remembrance in my heart for
ever afterwards. I have spoken of her this once, mother, because you
asked me. But it must never be again. I cannot bear it!’
‘But why couldn’t she love you?’ said Mrs Blythe plaintively. ‘It was
cruel of her not to undeceive you--such a lad as you were--from the
very beginning.’
‘That was not her fault, mother. You must not blame her. I don’t think
she was aware of my love until I confessed it to her. And then it was
too late.’
‘How “too late”?’
‘She was already engaged to be married to another man--a man of fashion
and means, and five years my senior--and two months afterwards she
became his wife, and there was an end to my mad dream for ever. And
perhaps it was better so than that she should have remained single, and
I gone on hoping against hope.’
‘What is her name, Vernon?’
‘Mother dear, I cannot tell you her name. Don’t ask me to do it. It is
sacred to me, as I thought my secret was, and I could not bear to think
it had passed my lips. Remember her only as the one great love of your
son’s life: it is the highest title you can give her.’
‘And do you know her husband?’ asked Mrs Blythe.
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