A possibility has occurred to Rhodes and me that is by no means
conducive, what with the care and labor that I have expended in the
endeavor to be accurate in the writing of this true history, to
any feeling of happiness on my part. My companion in adventure and
discovery is, however, pleased to entertain the idea that it would
certainly be "funny." Funny?
That possibility is simply this: so very strange is the story which I
tell in the pages that follow, many a reader may be disposed to set
the whole thing down as fiction! And, indeed, many a reader may do just
that!
Fiction, forsooth!
Well, if any one actually is of that opinion or belief when he has
finished reading this book, all I can say is that I wish such a one
had been with us there on that narrow bridge, the yawning black chasm
of unknown profundity, on either side, when the angel and her demon so
suddenly appeared there directly before us!
I have an idea that, if he had been there, he would have wished, and
have wished as hard as he had ever wished anything in his life, that
the whole business would turn out to be fiction or nightmare!
"Why then should witlesse man so much misweene
That nothing is but that which he hath seene?"
But I must hasten to bring this introduction to a close. Already I have
exceeded the space that I had allotted for it, without even mentioning
a number of things that I had in mind, and without having yet set down
that which especially brought me to the decision to write anything
prolegomenary at all.
And, now that I come to it, I feel hesitant. But this will not do.
In my whole narrative, there is, I am sure, but one single allusion,
and that most brief--namely, _Amor ordinem nescit_--to my own
heart-tragedy; and, as that allusion, even, is involved in obscurity,
I will in this place and incontinently make it clear, and I do it by
writing this:
I would rather have, though it were but for one single hour, Drorathusa
as My Only than have for a lifetime any other woman I have ever known.
You will, I have no doubt, smile when you read this; you may think Eros
has put me into a state very similar to the one in which the poor wight
found himself of whom Burton wrote:
"He wisheth himself a saddle for her to sit on, a posy for her to smell
to, and it would not grieve him to be hanged if he might be strangled
in her garters."
Well, that busy little imp Venus's son (and he's as busy in that
other world as he is in this) enjoys getting men and women into just
such states of mind and heart. He moved even the rather cold-hearted
Plato--I mean the great philosopher, not one of the poets so named, the
philosopher who banished poets and Love himself from his Republic--the
little imp moved even _him_ to write:
"Thou gazest on the stars, my Life! Ah! gladly would I be
Yon starry skies, with thousand eyes, that I might gaze on thee!"
And I would rather have this heart-tragedy mine--have loved and lost
Drorathusa--than never to have seen my lady.
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