"Heinrich?" said Mademoiselle, with a start. "You are not interested in
him, I hope?"
"Oh no, no!"
"He will receive one short letter from the Baroness, and his master at
the school will receive another. I do not think anybody in the future
need trouble themselves about Heinrich."
Nothing could exceed the contempt which she threw into the word. After
a time she left me.
The scene of the morning had certainly not made my cold better; but when
Hermione came up I confided my troubles to her. She said she thought
that I was lucky to have got off as cheaply as I had.
"Rosalind has been telling me of another girl, an English girl, who
helped some Russians to get their communications into the post, and she
was dismissed--sent back to England within twenty-four hours. The only
reason you are not treated as harshly is because the Baroness really
believes that you did what you did unwittingly."
"I did," I said. "Oh, I hate this school! I was never meant to be a
French or German girl. I have lived such a free life, I shall die in
this cage."
"No, you won't, you silly girl. As to your thinking that we English
girls will think any the less of you, you may be certain we won't."
But, after all, the punishment which was so severe, which I so dreaded,
which seemed to shake my nature to its very depths and to turn me at
once from a happy, interested, contented girl into a mass of sulkiness
and misery, was, for the time at least, to be averted--averted in a very
fearful way--for that evening there came a telegram from my step-mother:
"Your father very ill; one of the teachers must bring you back
immediately."
Mademoiselle Wrex was the lady who had the task of conveying me home.
There was a great fuss and bustle and distress in the school when the
telegram reached me. I scarcely knew what to do with myself. Augusta
was speechless with misery. She begged and implored me to take her with
me.
"But I can't," I said. "And why should I? He is not your father."
"No," said the poor thing--"no."
I really pitied her. She sank back on the sofa in our little
sitting-room with a face like death.
"If you see him, can you just tell him how he has helped me?"
"I will," I said. I pitied her now. What had seemed silly and
unreasonable when the Professor was in health assumed quite a different
aspect when the dear Professor was dangerously ill.
My feelings were torn between the misery of the morning and my relief at
not being publicly disgraced before the other girls, and the terror and
fear of returning to my home to find my father very ill.
Hermione was a host in herself. She superintended my packing; it was
she who saw that I had plenty of sandwiches to eat on the journey, she
who brought my fur cloak for me to wear on the steamer. Even the
Baroness was very kind. She came into the hall and saw that I was
warmly wrapped up.
"We will hope for the best, Rachel," she said.
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