Country life -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Yet, she knew these were not her real reasons. They lay far deeper, in
the very warp and woof of her nature. She did not leave Martin because
she could not. She was incapable of making drastic changes, of tearing
herself from anyone to whom she was tied by habit and affection--no
matter how bitterly the mood of the moment might demand it. Always she
would be bound by circumstances. True, however hard and adverse they
might prove, she could adapt herself to them with rare patience and
dignity, but never would she be able to compel them to her will, rise
superbly above them, toss them aside. Her life had been, and would be,
shaped largely by others. Her mother's death, the particular enterprise
in which her father's little capital had been invested, Martin's
peculiar temperament--these had moulded and were moulding Rose Wade. At
the time she came to Martin's shack, she was potentially any one of a
half dozen women. It was inevitable that the particular one into which
she would evolve should be determined by the type of man she might
happen to marry, inevitable that she would become, to a large degree,
what he wished and expected, that her thoughts would take on the
complexion of his. Lacking in strength of character? In power of
resistance, certainly. Time out of mind, such malleability has been the
cross of the Magdalenes. Yet in what else lies the secret of the harmony
achieved by successful wives?
And as, her nausea passing, Rose began to feel a glorious sensation
of vigor, she decided that perhaps, after all, Martin had been right.
Child-bearing was a natural function. People probably made far too much
fuss about it. Nellie came to help her cook for the threshers and, for
the rest, she managed very well, even milking her usual eight cows and
carrying her share of the foaming buckets.
All might have gone smoothly if only she had not overslept one morning
in late September. When she reached the barn, Martin was irritable. She
did not answer him but sat down quietly by her first cow, a fine-blooded
animal which soon showed signs of restlessness under her tense hands.
“There! There! So Bossy,” soothed Rose gently.
“You never will learn how to manage good stock,” Martin criticized
bitingly.
“Nor you how to treat a wife.”
“Oh, shut up.”
“Don't talk to me that way.”
As she started to rise, a kick from the cow caught her square on the
stomach with such force that it sent her staggering backward, still
clutching the handle of the pail from which a snowy stream cascaded.
“Now what have you done?” demanded Martin sternly. “Haven't I warned
you time and again that milk cows are sensitive, nervous? Fidgety people
drive them crazy. Why can't you behave simply and directly with them!
Why is it I always get more milk from mine! It's your own fault this
happened--fussing around, taking out your ill temper at me on her.
Shouting at me. What could you expect?”
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