Country life -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
It was a hard bargain, but one that Wade could afford to take up, for if
the wheat were to freeze out, or if the grasshoppers should eat it, or
the chinch bugs ruin it, or a hail storm beat it down into the mud,
or if any of the many hatreds Stepmother Nature holds out toward those
trusting souls who would squeeze a living from her hard hands--if any of
these misfortunes should transpire, he would be out nothing but labor,
and that was the one thing he and Martin could afford to risk.
The seed deal was arranged, and Martin made the trip six times back and
forth, for the wagon could hold only fifty bushels. Perry lived twenty
miles from the Wades and a whole day was consumed with each load. It was
evening when Martin, hungry and tired, reached home with the last one;
and, as he stopped beside the tent, he noticed with surprise that there
was no sign of cooking. Nellie was huddled against her mother, who sat,
idle, with little Benny in her arms. The tragic yearning her whole body
expressed, as she held the baby close, arrested the boy's attention,
filled him with clamoring uneasiness. His father came to help him
unhitch.
“What's the matter with Benny?”
Wade looked at Martin queerly. “He's dead. Died this mornin' and your
ma's been holding him just like that. I want you should ride over to
Peter's and see if you can fetch his woman.”
“No!” came from Mrs. Wade, brokenly, “I don't want no one. Just let me
alone.”
The shattering anguish in his mother's voice startled Martin, stirred
within him tumultuous, veiled sensations. He was unaccustomed to seeing
her show suffering, and it embarrassed him. Restless and uncomfortable,
he was glad when his father called him to help decide where to dig the
grave, and fell the timber from which to make a rough box. From time to
time, through the long night, he could not avoid observing his mother.
In the white moonlight, she and Benny looked as if they had been carved
from stone. Dawn was breaking over them when Wade, surrendering to a
surge of pity, put his arms around her with awkward gentleness. “Ma, we
got to bury 'im.”
A low, half-suppressed sob broke from Mrs. Wade's tight lips as she
clasped the tiny figure and pressed her cheek against the little head.
“I can't give him up,” she moaned, “I can't! It wasn't so hard with the
others. Their sickness was the hand of God, but Benny just ain't had
enough to eat. Seems like it'll kill me.”
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