"And I, I worked myself tired and cried myself to sleep. Twice the soul
of my mother stayed my hand from murder. Thousands of rings and brooches
in silver and gold I have made for men and women, and in them I have
engraved all the tortures of my soul and flesh. I have put sapphires and
rubies in the eyes of the engraved serpents on the brooches and pale
green topazes in the mouths of the carved monsters on the rings I made.
"And every day I took an oath afresh never to see her again.
"Then one day her last words to me rang in my ears: 'I wish he were
older.'
"But Kurguz Mehmed got stronger and younger every day now. I saw him
pass the street without leaning on his cane.
"Five years later, one morning, Luleika suddenly appeared at the door of
my place.
"'That you make for me a brooch, Malouf,' she said, 'a brooch as
beautiful as you ever made.'
"I looked at her. My heart grew cold, my mouth burned. Was this the same
Luleika? She was still beautiful, but her flesh had lost its firmness,
and the corners of her mouth drooped.
"And as I worked at her brooch I cooled the white-heated golden wires
with my tears, yet I dared not speak to her of my love, for she was
the wife of another man. She must have known I still loved her; women
always do.
"Kurguz Mehmed lived on and grew richer every day. He lived on five more
years, and then five more and then some more. The last two years he lay,
with no use of limbs and eyes on his bed, and allowed not that she leave
him alone. He was still her master.
"Then he died.
"She was left alone and rich, oh very rich. Every rug sold in this
country had added something to her riches. But she was no longer young
when Kurguz died. She was no longer young and she knew it.
"My soul was dead to her. My flesh burnt to cold cinders. She came for a
ring one day. I spoke nothing at all to her save of the ring--nothing of
love.
"But there were other men, men of our people who have come here in the
last fifteen years. Young men wooed her, swore love to her. She never
believed. Was she not ten times as rich as Kurguz was when she married
him for his wealth?
"What she herself had done was the measure by which she weighed what
others may do. She would have believed the young men, ten years ago,
should Kurguz have died when she expected him to. But now, her mirror
told her: 'What else do men see to love in thee except thy gold?'
"As she grew richer she believed still less. She bedecked herself with
the costliest jewels, yet she always knew they wouldn't bring back
youth.
"Go now, you my listener, to the store of Luleika, Kurguz Mehmed's rich
widow. Buy rugs. The richer she will become the greater her punishment
will be. It will poison her mind and poison the souls of her wooers.
"Because her sin was so great Allah prolonged the life of even so great
a sinner as Kurguz Mehmed.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account