Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The bell stopped ringing.
‘Good-bye,’ said Judith. ‘I’m late.’ She held out her hand.
Geraldine took it. Her hand was cool, smooth and firm.
‘Good-bye.’
‘Are you--staying much longer?’
‘I’m going away to-morrow.’
‘I’d like to have known you better,’ said Judith, very low, and she
lifted her eyes to the long, hidden eyes of Geraldine. ‘I hope you and
she will be happy when you go abroad.’ She opened the door politely,
and then said, smiling: ‘We won’t forget each other, will we?’
‘No,’ said Geraldine, still watching her. But she did not smile.
They went their different ways along the corridor.
Now to go down to the dull food and clamour, to sit among them all and
torture herself with fancying intercepted glances which might have pity
in them; to hear perhaps, her name and Jennifer’s in a whispered aside;
to try with anguish to guess which of them it was who had dared to drag
her pain from its hiding-place and proclaim it aloud.
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Jennifer lay in bed; and on her door was pinned a notice signed by the
matron: _No visitors allowed_.
Her friends were disconsolate, and the evening gatherings were leaden
spirited. It was certain there had not been so much evening work done
before in the whole two years. There was nothing better to do now: no
excitement, no laughter or colour. They went on tiptoe past the shut
door and the notice: for Jennifer, so it was said, was threatened with
nervous collapse, and her only chance lay in sleep and quiet. But in all
the rumours, discussions and communications which went on over
Jennifer’s case, Judith took no part.
Once indeed when they were all at Hall and the corridor was empty of
echoes, Judith had crept up to the door, lingered hesitating, then
noiselessly turned the handle and looked in.
The electric lamp shone beside the bed and Jennifer lay with her face
turned to the wall. All that was visible was her hair, tossed in a rough
mass over the pillow and palely burning where the dim light struck it.
Her death-like unconsciousness was intolerable pain. She should have
stirred at least, feeling a presence through all the seals of sleep....
But she did not move; and night after night the sight of that
unstirring hair upon the pillow returned, mocking her longing to reach
to Jennifer with a picture that seemed the symbol for all that was
eternally uncommunicating and imperturbable.
They said she was to be sent home before the end of term; then that her
mother had arrived, was to take her away on the morrow.
That night the message came: Jennifer wanted to say good-bye to Judith.
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