Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
This house was full of ghosts.... Perhaps Roddy’s father had slept in
this room as a small boy. He had grown up here and then shaken the dust
of his home from his feet and gone away and begotten Roddy.... Charlie
must have looked like the beautiful wild sister, and that was why the
grandmother had given him all that anxious and painful love.
The sister had given birth to Mariella, and then run away and led God
knows what sort of life. Poor Mariella! She had never had the sun on
her: she had lived from birth--perhaps before birth--in the shadow cast
by her bright mother; and when she grew up she had not emerged from it.
That was the truth about Mariella.
The family portraits were in the dining-room. To-morrow she would see
them, study and compare....
It was madness to have come to this haunted house.
Oh, Roddy! She could not live without him. He must, he must come back
and take her for a year--a month even. Perhaps he had found out by now
that he did love her after all, and was too proud to write and confess
it. Martin had said it was agony to him to answer even an invitation.
She must write to him again, give him an opening.
Where was he now? If she could be transported to him now, this minute,
she could make him succumb utterly to loving her. She would think of
such ways of delighting him with caresses that he would never be able to
do without her again.... It was sheer stupidity to go on enduring this
agony when it only needed a trifling effort to end it all. For instance,
if you leaned a little further out of the window.... But one did not
commit suicide in other people’s houses: that was the ultimate error of
taste.
And then, poor Martin’s feelings at the inquest!
‘_Mr. Martin Fyfe, who was overcome with emotion several times,
stated that a few hours previously deceased had declared her
willingness to become his wife. This avowal, made on her own
initiative, had met with ample response on his side, and there
seemed every cause for joy and congratulation. The coroner in
returning a verdict of suicide while of unsound mind observed that
this reversal of the customary procedure in betrothals was but
another example of the lack of self-control so deplorably frequent
in the young woman of to-day, and seemed to him sufficient in
itself to suggest a distinct lack of mental balance in deceased. He
tendered his sincerest sympathy to Mr. Fyfe and absolved him from
all blame._’
And Roddy might depart from his habits and inclinations once again, and
write Martin a letter of condolence.
No, no. She was going to show him she did not care, was not weeping for
him: she was going to announce her engagement to Martin before long.
There would be a paragraph in ‘The Times,’ congratulations, letters to
write--(_I am a very lucky girl_)--a pretty ring--and almost certainly
photographs in the illustrated weeklies.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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